Tired of not expressing myself.
So it's been forever...and ever since I've even wrote a single freaking entry. I swear the only person that still even writes is Katie (<3's for Diet Pepsi no ice). So it's randomally 3:36 am and I decided to re-read entries that I had written such long times ago. I started laughing when I read a lot of them.
Life seemed so complicated and I was so lost. When I look back and read those entries it's like I don't even remember the girl that wrote them. It's crazy the life I used to have. I didn't have any care in the world.
Now I sit here...700 miles away from little ole' Muskegon, MI and I'm happy. I'm truly happy! Moving to Maryland was one of the greatest decisions I think that I've ever made. I never knew that my life could be so full and amazing. I don't know how I ever lived before.
Everyday I fall more in love with Anthony...even almost four years later...we've almost made it through his whole enlistment...he only has 14 more months to go!!! I never thought I would find someone who could complete me and be my best friend at the same time.
I'm so sad that he had to work...his side of the bed is made up and his pillow is untouched. It's amazing how much I missed in 3 years of not being next to him...
Maybe I'll write more? It feels good to express myself once again...
"So now you lay yourself down in this grave with shattered eyes
Beautiful melodies to try and wash away the lies
And this judgement day is growing near
And this confession is killing me again"