Nov 11, 2005 15:48
It seems strange to me that I've found a kind of contentment sitting around in a prison with a man who had bound me magically to keep me from stopping him from destroying the world. My life is a funny place sometimes. Some of the things he tells me make no sense, but we've kind of worked out a way for me to remember it all like a recording in my head so I can go over it all later and see what it means when I understand more. He is telling me everything, expecting to die when they judge him. I don't like it much but I can't argue with him he is set in his opinions.
Constantine was here the other day, acting all daddy like in some weird way. Trying to be worried about me and checking in. What is up with that? No one wanted to be around when I needed a damn daddy and now they're all lining up for the job. I don't need his help, I don't need him to check up on me.
I want to take time to see Helena and Zatanna, I miss them even if I did make Zatanna nervous as hell being around me because I am a wild and cranky person with the power to really make things bad if I don't like you. Well that and I think she feels like I won't like her because she has the bad taste to love Constantine. I wouldn't hold that against her, think she's off her nut maybe but not hold it against her.
The guard on the door has been replaced again. This time he made the mistake of trying to be 'friendly' to me. I didn't break his arm that bad, but they thought maybe a female guard would work for a while. This ought to be interesting, Ra's has a very magnetic personality, they would be better off just getting a man who didn't want to pet people he didn't have the right to. I was worried that they would make me leave after the incident but they didn't even suggest it, maybe they are not sure how they would make me go if I didn't want to.
Time in the sun, katas in the cell, filing away of the knowlege of a few centuries. It has become a routine.
tefe holland