The only way Jesse was going to stop working was the electricity at her office going out, which it did thanks to a tropical storm passing through on its way to dumping tons of rain on New England. She could have taken her work home but
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And there it is. And there it went.
And he's suddenly in front of her, with a hopeful and fearful look on his face.
Words aren't coming out.
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Words. Alphabet. Songs.
WORDS. PLEASE.
"Don't avoid our friends on my account," he finally manages, worriedly.
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He makes a small, weird whimpery noise.
Then his arms are around her immediately, hugging for all he's worth.
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At times like this, her inner monologue sounds just like Libby.
"West," Jesse eventually mumbles, pushing away just a little, "I can't. I can't keep feeling this way and getting rejected."
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Words. DAMMIT WORDS!
His lips move, no sound.
Finally... FINALLY, he manages something.
"'S not rejection... just... just postponement..."
That sounded lame. WHY CAN'T HE THINK STRAIGHT WHEN HE LOOKS AT HER.
Oh. Brain spores. Right.
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Thanks, Mom.
Her hands are on his chest as if to push him away, but really, they feel comfortable there. She can feel his heart under his shirt, thumping a little faster than the norm. She can feel his warmth.
She lets her hands slide away. "Sure, I understand." There, Jesse manages a smile. "Anyways, I hate parties. Go back in. Eat, drink, be merry. All that stuff I suck at."
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"You realize that if anything's gonna happen down the line, you're gonna have to get better at this stuff..."
He tries a smirk, hoping that sounded optimistic...
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"That's... not true. That's incredibly sweet, but it's not true... I..."
There go his words again...
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"Wally, Jesse... good to see you here!"
He smiles warmly, carrying a pot of chili. "Jesse, can you show me where to bring Joan's entry?"
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He pulls back a little from their embrace, as something about the grandfather figure puts a bit of a damper on relationship angst.
"Hi, Jay... did you get my message about the dinner?" he asks, trying to strengthen his voice and not seem like he's been crackers about everything.
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There's that flight defense mechanism ready to kick in. Her formula's on the tip of her tongue.
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Come on, Jess... don't be as flaky as he is...
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