Corinthians 13:4 and Kevin Carmichael

Aug 31, 2005 12:10

Roxy is dressed in a plain black dress wihich is now a little too big on her and listens to the minister read scripture from the plain black book in his hands.

Love is patient and is kind;

At this point, she felt that was bullshit. Love made you want the best for those you care about. Love made Roxy go out and do things to people that were not concidered "kindnesses," to try and get Kevin and those like him out of trouble.

love doesn't envy.

What was that? She looked at the strangers here and envied the fact that they would always be strangers without Kevin here. She felt this silly sort of rage at those who had loved ones to put arms around while she stood alone. There was no family in her life, Sonia couldn't be reached, and Kathy had to stay away from everyone's good.

Love doesn't brag, is not proud,

And if desperation and pride weren't the reasons for the uniform, what were? A love for the ailing city that she blamed for Kevin's imprisonment and subsequent death? He loved the city. Kathy, Bruce, and Sonia loved the city. She tried to see it through thier eyes - and the eyes of a Bat. She wasn't so sure about how she felt about it anymore.

Love suffereth long,

You can say THAT again. Five hard, lonely, focused, and frustrating years - just to bring him home and put him in the ground.

and is kind; love envieth not; love vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up,

Oh, she envied...

She envied the Bat for acting like he owned the damned city and had enough moxie to pull it off.

She envied Kathy's ability to still go out there and do something when she'd been zapped of any energy to do anything since Bane's escape.

She still envied the people here who had someone to talk to openly.

She envied the fact that there was a normal life to be had out there, since these last 5 years had changed her to the point that she knew she couldn't just go back to being a run-of-the-mill tech geek.

Love is never tired of waiting;

Waiting for what, exactly? For another one of these people to get gunned down or framed?

Well wishers she had no idea about filed past her at the end. She booked a place for them to sit and talk. She didn't feel like talking. She felt like hitting something hard. She felt like making sure there were no more Kevin's in this city - ever. She felt like throwing a pinata party with the Birdman in as public of place as possible.

batman, roxy ballentine

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