Herro
Ok, So I'll admit, I actually did go through my whole 'LiveJournal' phase back in the day. Although, to be quite honest, it wasn't that long ago...I'ma say about 3 or 4 years ago to be precise. Anyway, seeing as I don't do the whole 'MySpace' thing, and for 2 VERY excellent reasons, 1) I really just don't get it and 2) It's completely overrated, I decided to come back to LJ! Yay..
Well, I guess I could start at the beginning... Well, at least from where I left off...
I deactivated my LJ after my dear friend of 15 years passed away. I don't really know why I did this. Oh, it could have been that everyone that knew her was always posting entries about how they missed her and how they wish she was here and how sad they all were. Don't get me wrong, it's touching, it's sweet, it's almost admirable. But just almost. I missed my friend (and I still do). I just didn't exactly want to read stories and entries about her death. It was bad enough that she was gone and inevitably she wasn't coming back. No LiveJournal, no Xanga, no MySpace, nothing was going to bring her back. It was already hard enough to deal with, really, it was.
But it could have been that being in high school, people liked to talk. A lot. Now, Chase and I had been friends since...well...forever. Our parents are best friends and since Chase was adopted, my parents were there through the whole process for moral and emotional support. Chase and I grew up together. We snuck out of her house together for the first time. We got drunk together for the first time. I mean, we went through a lot of shit together. Those years, going through jr. high and high school together, were some of the most amazing years I've ever experienced. And yeah, I know, I'm only 19 but I sure have experienced a lot. Just ask, I'll be more than happy to carry on for hours. Anyway, back to the main point. Being in high school people liked to talk. People then started all this drama about Chase's boyfriend and how he intentionally meant to cause the accident (car accident). Now, I know this guy. And although he's not my favorite, and I certainly didn't like the fact that my best friend was dating him, I knew he would never do something like that! He actually has a heart. All this drama was just that. Stupid high school drama. It was sickening how people could turn something so innocent yet devastating into a monster of a problem. So, you understand why I deleted my life.....It was a mess.
Since then, I've graduated and already gone through my first year of college. Ha. Well, I say gone through my first year but I'm actually in summer school right now finishing it up! Go me!
Freshman year started off pretty well. Considering I decided to go out of state to the University of Mississippi, I had to, well, needed, to make all new friends. Yes, I was the only one from my class to come to the beautiful state of Mississippi all the way from even more beautiful Arkansas. I was born a southerner and I'll die a southerner. Through and through baby! I made new friends; I rushed Phi Mu, the most pristine sorority on campus; and I met a boy.
My friends and I, being little ol freshmen, went out almost every night, which is something I don't recommend if you have 8 or 9 o'clock classes the following day. Yeah, it wasn't exactly the smartest thing to do but we sure had a helluva time! I managed to make it most of my classes.... Except History, which sucks even when you're not hung over, and Physics, which, well, I'm not sure why I never made it to that class...it was at 4 o'clock in the afternoon... The plus from this Physics class was that I met my boy there. I guess we had that 'certain chemistry' that everyone always looks for.
The boy and I have been dating now for a little bit; just over 8 months I think. Not that I'm counting, I'm just figuring... Since it's the 6th month of the year and we've been dating since November of last year.....Math isn't exactly my strong point but I managed to get that right.
Anyway, moving on through the school year my grades apparently didn't get much better, since, like I said earlier, I'm finishing up my freshman year in the lonely city of Oxford. Yes, while all my friends are having a wonderful time at the lake and while David (or boy as I've been referring to him) is in Italia, I'm here, working my ass off... Literally and figuratively. But it's ok. I'm gettin ready for my sophomore year. Let's hope that I'll be returning back to Ole Miss!
Ok, well I think I've rambled on for far too long. If you had trouble sleeping I certainly hope this was helpful!!
Well, I guess I could start at the beginning... Well, at least from where I left off...
I deactivated my LJ after my dear friend of 15 years passed away. I don't really know why I did this. Oh, it could have been that everyone that knew her was always posting entries about how they missed her and how they wish she was here and how sad they all were. Don't get me wrong, it's touching, it's sweet, it's almost admirable. But just almost. I missed my friend (and I still do). I just didn't exactly want to read stories and entries about her death. It was bad enough that she was gone and inevitably she wasn't coming back. No LiveJournal, no Xanga, no MySpace, nothing was going to bring her back. It was already hard enough to deal with, really, it was.
But it could have been that being in high school, people liked to talk. A lot. Now, Chase and I had been friends since...well...forever. Our parents are best friends and since Chase was adopted, my parents were there through the whole process for moral and emotional support. Chase and I grew up together. We snuck out of her house together for the first time. We got drunk together for the first time. I mean, we went through a lot of shit together. Those years, going through jr. high and high school together, were some of the most amazing years I've ever experienced. And yeah, I know, I'm only 19 but I sure have experienced a lot. Just ask, I'll be more than happy to carry on for hours. Anyway, back to the main point. Being in high school people liked to talk. People then started all this drama about Chase's boyfriend and how he intentionally meant to cause the accident (car accident). Now, I know this guy. And although he's not my favorite, and I certainly didn't like the fact that my best friend was dating him, I knew he would never do something like that! He actually has a heart. All this drama was just that. Stupid high school drama. It was sickening how people could turn something so innocent yet devastating into a monster of a problem. So, you understand why I deleted my life.....It was a mess.
Since then, I've graduated and already gone through my first year of college. Ha. Well, I say gone through my first year but I'm actually in summer school right now finishing it up! Go me!
Freshman year started off pretty well. Considering I decided to go out of state to the University of Mississippi, I had to, well, needed, to make all new friends. Yes, I was the only one from my class to come to the beautiful state of Mississippi all the way from even more beautiful Arkansas. I was born a southerner and I'll die a southerner. Through and through baby! I made new friends; I rushed Phi Mu, the most pristine sorority on campus; and I met a boy.
My friends and I, being little ol freshmen, went out almost every night, which is something I don't recommend if you have 8 or 9 o'clock classes the following day. Yeah, it wasn't exactly the smartest thing to do but we sure had a helluva time! I managed to make it most of my classes.... Except History, which sucks even when you're not hung over, and Physics, which, well, I'm not sure why I never made it to that class...it was at 4 o'clock in the afternoon... The plus from this Physics class was that I met my boy there. I guess we had that 'certain chemistry' that everyone always looks for.
The boy and I have been dating now for a little bit; just over 8 months I think. Not that I'm counting, I'm just figuring... Since it's the 6th month of the year and we've been dating since November of last year.....Math isn't exactly my strong point but I managed to get that right.
Anyway, moving on through the school year my grades apparently didn't get much better, since, like I said earlier, I'm finishing up my freshman year in the lonely city of Oxford. Yes, while all my friends are having a wonderful time at the lake and while David (or boy as I've been referring to him) is in Italia, I'm here, working my ass off... Literally and figuratively. But it's ok. I'm gettin ready for my sophomore year. Let's hope that I'll be returning back to Ole Miss!
Ok, well I think I've rambled on for far too long. If you had trouble sleeping I certainly hope this was helpful!!