Headache
I'm terrified.
I'm terrified of going back to school. What if I'm making a mistake? What if it turns out I'm not cut out to be a teacher? What if I can't handle being mom, wife, and student?
It's no secret, I don't handle high amounts of stress very well. I mean, I handle them but 9 times out of 10 I wind up sick as a dog when all is said and done. Maybe I can try to use exercise as an outlet.
it's 2 years, 12 classes.
I know I can do this, but I'm so terrified that I can't.
I still feel very shaky academically. I feel like my brain isn't firing on all cylinders but I'm not sure what to do about that. I'm thinking of trying to brush up on my vocabulary and spelling. I honestly just feel like a fucking idiot right now and I have for a while now. I'm sure it's a matter of use it or lose it - and Lord knows I haven't been using this part of my brain for quite sometime now. I've tried, I've tried reading some fairly intense books but I try to do it right before bed and that's a wicked bad plan for an insomniac.
I'm terrified of going back to school. What if I'm making a mistake? What if it turns out I'm not cut out to be a teacher? What if I can't handle being mom, wife, and student?
It's no secret, I don't handle high amounts of stress very well. I mean, I handle them but 9 times out of 10 I wind up sick as a dog when all is said and done. Maybe I can try to use exercise as an outlet.
it's 2 years, 12 classes.
I know I can do this, but I'm so terrified that I can't.
I still feel very shaky academically. I feel like my brain isn't firing on all cylinders but I'm not sure what to do about that. I'm thinking of trying to brush up on my vocabulary and spelling. I honestly just feel like a fucking idiot right now and I have for a while now. I'm sure it's a matter of use it or lose it - and Lord knows I haven't been using this part of my brain for quite sometime now. I've tried, I've tried reading some fairly intense books but I try to do it right before bed and that's a wicked bad plan for an insomniac.