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wow, once again, the only time i bother to write here is when im too fucked up to give a damn about what i write about. that, and touch typing feels cool, i know where you are you stupid keys. i know where the backspace is too. so lets see, an update on life as i know it... i've been working heaps, getting unusually stressed out, trying to deal with the situation i have with this chick at work, my nanna died on friday, and i have about 3 seperate injuries that make life that little bit more difficult. as it may seem, things are pretty average at the moment, but good memories and the introduction of new opportunities makes things almost worth while. if theres one thing that could make my night (and as per usual there's no chance of it happening) it would be to hold this girl. thats it, simple shit just like that would make such an improvment to life in general. but such is life, it wont happen for a while. so im stuck with a hip flask of vodka and half a cask of goon. not a good trade, but enough to make problems seem equally as far away.. although not for as long. moving out sounds like a good idea, i might take myself up on that invatation in a week or two. will that make things better?? time will tell, as always. in closing, i could go on for another 10 minutes about the shit thats been happening, but instead, i will close early with some quote that appeared in one of my books-
"Take one step outside yourself, the whole journey takes a life time"
Its getting freakin cold, love to all who care to read. and yes, i am aware that quote makes close to no sense. get fucked up then read it. it all seems better then.
"Take one step outside yourself, the whole journey takes a life time"
Its getting freakin cold, love to all who care to read. and yes, i am aware that quote makes close to no sense. get fucked up then read it. it all seems better then.