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Well i was woken up at 3:00 AM this morning by Hans, Erin, and a dude named Salomon in the next room. (salomon is from NYC they had just came back from picking him up from the airport) around 4:30 i stumbled out to use the bathroom and use mouthwash just in CASE i had forgotten to rinse last night after smoking.... one can never be sure with a new tongue ring. After i made friends with the coffee pot, "might as well drink some coffee" i thought "i have work in a few hours anyway."
The next 4 hours involved Hans and I watching Erin and Salomon drink mead. Poor Erin is still new to drinking (plus she weighs like, 95 pounds) and soon starts talking about how the world is spinning and doesn't want to stop so she drinks more.
I also have the bright idea everyone needs a hat... 5 minutes later everyone has the most ridiculous hat they can find. A pink cat ear hat (mine), a frog hat, a davey crockett hat, and a fur deerstalker.
ahhhhhh what fun.
life is the same, spring break will be fun most likely. I still have to go into the Q for work and i have some art homework for printmaking.
I still party too much... too much smoking/drinking etc. but i am working on cutting down and becoming a better student. I find i dont really LIKE drinking but the problem is that i DO like smoking. I have cut down on the weed due to the fact that while i dont know if its hurting me any, it defiantly isn't HELPING any. If nothing else cutting down will save me money. It also makes my parents happier if i come home and tell them i've been sober for a few days. They worry about me :-/
I still hate people for all the bullshit/backstabbing that they do.
I'm still trying to find the answer, but sadly enough that takes a little bit more to figure out.
its funny how many people really CARE about me or my life. The thing i hate is then disappointing some of those people. Anger is easy enough to deal with, disappointment isn't.
ho hum.
I got my tongue pierced!
back to work
The next 4 hours involved Hans and I watching Erin and Salomon drink mead. Poor Erin is still new to drinking (plus she weighs like, 95 pounds) and soon starts talking about how the world is spinning and doesn't want to stop so she drinks more.
I also have the bright idea everyone needs a hat... 5 minutes later everyone has the most ridiculous hat they can find. A pink cat ear hat (mine), a frog hat, a davey crockett hat, and a fur deerstalker.
ahhhhhh what fun.
life is the same, spring break will be fun most likely. I still have to go into the Q for work and i have some art homework for printmaking.
I still party too much... too much smoking/drinking etc. but i am working on cutting down and becoming a better student. I find i dont really LIKE drinking but the problem is that i DO like smoking. I have cut down on the weed due to the fact that while i dont know if its hurting me any, it defiantly isn't HELPING any. If nothing else cutting down will save me money. It also makes my parents happier if i come home and tell them i've been sober for a few days. They worry about me :-/
I still hate people for all the bullshit/backstabbing that they do.
I'm still trying to find the answer, but sadly enough that takes a little bit more to figure out.
its funny how many people really CARE about me or my life. The thing i hate is then disappointing some of those people. Anger is easy enough to deal with, disappointment isn't.
ho hum.
I got my tongue pierced!
back to work