update
Last entry was two years ago, and way self-wallowing! Wow. Things have changed since. And also, there was some stuff on there I DID NOT WRITE that needed deleting. How did that happen? I'm going to have to go through my other posts and make sure there's not any more of that nonsense.
I'm sick of depression, so I'm just not going to do it anymore. Next post is going to be a list of things I want to learn how to do. Project keep busy.
The last four months have been like a cocoon, though I have no illusions that I am now a butterfly. I am me, a little misplaced, a little pudgy, but mostly miraculously mindful.
Someone told me that they still have faith I will do something great. But I'm changing my mind about what that really looks like for me. I want a simple life full of bird songs and herbs and kids who are smarter than I am.
More will post later. The winter olymics are on and Carol's cooking kind of makes my eyes burn, though it's "sinfully delicious"... :)
I'm sick of depression, so I'm just not going to do it anymore. Next post is going to be a list of things I want to learn how to do. Project keep busy.
The last four months have been like a cocoon, though I have no illusions that I am now a butterfly. I am me, a little misplaced, a little pudgy, but mostly miraculously mindful.
Someone told me that they still have faith I will do something great. But I'm changing my mind about what that really looks like for me. I want a simple life full of bird songs and herbs and kids who are smarter than I am.
More will post later. The winter olymics are on and Carol's cooking kind of makes my eyes burn, though it's "sinfully delicious"... :)