confused
so i totally thik kanowa still lives kim
i've never met her
but she sounds crazy
like me kinda
he never really told me how they broke up
and he never really seems to want to talk about it
he honestly isn't as mature as i'd like him to be
i keep lieing to myself and saying he is
but he isn't
and maturity just takes time
i know i need to put more god in my life, but should i replace kanowa with God?
i tell myself i love him
and i do when i'm around him, and when i thikn about him
but i always wonder if he feels the same
he's not super romantic
like ever
once, we were laying out side on the trampoline and talking, and i stretched and he stopped me from what i was saying ans he was like, "you're..very womanly like *draws curves* yeah" and i laughed and you know was that supposed to be a compliment ha was like "ya , ah nvm, you're really pretty"
he never really seems to mean it though, other than that time
or he won't let me know he means it
i'm so afraid he still loves kim
i'm so afraid he doesn't love me
i know she's prettier than me, more popular than me, more experiencedthan me, funnier and crazier than me
i'm sure she's perfect in his eyes
and he never had the guts to really talk to her before
like he didn't have with me
but i changed him to make him talk
and now, that's all he does
is talk..to her
not all the time
i'm sure they've talked on the phon
ebut they talk on myspace
through pictuire comments
and he said her picture of her and her boyfriend was cute
i'm sure he want's to be the boy in the picture with her
and if he thinks it's so cute, why can;t we take one
i want to
*sigh*
i don't know what to do
i'll try talking to him
ok
i've never met her
but she sounds crazy
like me kinda
he never really told me how they broke up
and he never really seems to want to talk about it
he honestly isn't as mature as i'd like him to be
i keep lieing to myself and saying he is
but he isn't
and maturity just takes time
i know i need to put more god in my life, but should i replace kanowa with God?
i tell myself i love him
and i do when i'm around him, and when i thikn about him
but i always wonder if he feels the same
he's not super romantic
like ever
once, we were laying out side on the trampoline and talking, and i stretched and he stopped me from what i was saying ans he was like, "you're..very womanly like *draws curves* yeah" and i laughed and you know was that supposed to be a compliment ha was like "ya , ah nvm, you're really pretty"
he never really seems to mean it though, other than that time
or he won't let me know he means it
i'm so afraid he still loves kim
i'm so afraid he doesn't love me
i know she's prettier than me, more popular than me, more experiencedthan me, funnier and crazier than me
i'm sure she's perfect in his eyes
and he never had the guts to really talk to her before
like he didn't have with me
but i changed him to make him talk
and now, that's all he does
is talk..to her
not all the time
i'm sure they've talked on the phon
ebut they talk on myspace
through pictuire comments
and he said her picture of her and her boyfriend was cute
i'm sure he want's to be the boy in the picture with her
and if he thinks it's so cute, why can;t we take one
i want to
*sigh*
i don't know what to do
i'll try talking to him
ok