First Entry
Well, here it goes.. I've heard of this thing for so long, and read others journals, so I figured its about time to create my own.. Maybe its just the booze talking tonight too, who knows...
ANyways, yeah.. Wow, it's tough to be on here and write. I mean, how much do I want the world to know? What should I write about so I'm not boring? I guess I can begin with what has been bothering me lately.
Most people know that I was seriously involved with a girl over a year and a half ago. We were close to engagement, living together, and doing great. Then out of the blue, just when I got real sick she broke up with me. (I'm not going to name names here with who she is.. that is irrelevant.) She began dating her "best guy friend" immediately and has been with him since. They live together, and I know are planning their life together. I've moved on too, I'm dating someone else as well. However, it's still SO HARD for me to stop thinking about her. I really think that she is and was the one for me. It absolutely breaks my heart to think of her with him. And its been almost 1 1/2 years now since we broke up. Am I nuts? It's really beginning to effect the relationship I'm in right now, as it's hard for me to focus on my current situation when I'm thinking about someone else all the time, especially someone I know I will never will be with. Life just plain hurts...
Anyways, on to other updates with my life. I graduated college in May with my degree in Marketing Education. I decided teaching wasnt the right way for me to go right now, so I applied for and got a job at Best Buy.. I know, everyone thinks, retail sucks.. Yeah, it does. But I got a supervisor position I wouldnt have gotten without my degree and am making more $ than I ever have in my life. I also get kickass discounts. I dont necessarily plan on doing it my whole life, but its a job for now.
Speaking of that job, I think I should probably get going.. I do have to work tomorrow AM, feel free to leave me some advice on how to deal with anything in my life. I"m looking forward to meeting new people through LJ..
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ANyways, yeah.. Wow, it's tough to be on here and write. I mean, how much do I want the world to know? What should I write about so I'm not boring? I guess I can begin with what has been bothering me lately.
Most people know that I was seriously involved with a girl over a year and a half ago. We were close to engagement, living together, and doing great. Then out of the blue, just when I got real sick she broke up with me. (I'm not going to name names here with who she is.. that is irrelevant.) She began dating her "best guy friend" immediately and has been with him since. They live together, and I know are planning their life together. I've moved on too, I'm dating someone else as well. However, it's still SO HARD for me to stop thinking about her. I really think that she is and was the one for me. It absolutely breaks my heart to think of her with him. And its been almost 1 1/2 years now since we broke up. Am I nuts? It's really beginning to effect the relationship I'm in right now, as it's hard for me to focus on my current situation when I'm thinking about someone else all the time, especially someone I know I will never will be with. Life just plain hurts...
Anyways, on to other updates with my life. I graduated college in May with my degree in Marketing Education. I decided teaching wasnt the right way for me to go right now, so I applied for and got a job at Best Buy.. I know, everyone thinks, retail sucks.. Yeah, it does. But I got a supervisor position I wouldnt have gotten without my degree and am making more $ than I ever have in my life. I also get kickass discounts. I dont necessarily plan on doing it my whole life, but its a job for now.
Speaking of that job, I think I should probably get going.. I do have to work tomorrow AM, feel free to leave me some advice on how to deal with anything in my life. I"m looking forward to meeting new people through LJ..
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