Craaaaaaaap
I don't know what to make of today really. It has bin quite weird really, but right now I'm sorta down. Tis weird, I bin feelin that a lot lately. My mood seems to change from one day to the next quite dramatically. It's not good...
I woke up this mornin at 7:30 to my phone goin off. Hamster song, so it was a text message. My mum was tellin me I had an appointment at the hospital at 9:15, but I misread (bein half asleep n shit) and thought it said 9:30. I stayed in bed, layin there n just... Thinkin. Then at nearly 8 mum rang me, told me to meet her at the hospital. So I got up, got my shit together n got on a bus at 8:50. Managed to be about 10 mins late but that didn't matter, doctors are never on time anyway.
So apparently I'm gonna be referred to a physiotherapist for my shoulder injury. Right now, its likely it'll come out again, so I need to build up the muscles around the shoulder socket. No contact sports for another 2 months at least... That really upset me actually. But no one else seems to care lol... =(
Well I spent the mornin doing fuck all pretty much. Spoke to some people on MSN n then went to uni.
Uni was ok. Had 'Introduction to the Internet' today. The lecture was boring as fuck, but hey, welcome to uni... Me n my group sorted some stuff out n then the tutor came to check on our progress. He asked if we thought we could get everything done in the 3 weeks left... I dunno. I'm ready to do this shit but it's a group effort, so I can't just go off n do it. I'm waitin on Tom to send me the design and for Chris to sort out some content... Right now I'm pissin in the wind. If it comes down to the wire I'll say fuck it n draft up my own shit, then bring it to the group to look at... God I HATE group projects sometimes...
Yeah, so then I came home n chilled. Started talkin to Grace n she seemed really upset n angry with just about everything in general. N yeah, that included me. I shouldn't take shit like that personally, I know what its like to hate everyone n everything in existence... But sometimes... I dunno.
Yeah, so I feel crappy. Watched "not another teen movie" on Five. It was funny, made me laugh. But I still feel shit inside... Hope things turn out for the better sometime soon =(
I wish I could make her happy...
R
I woke up this mornin at 7:30 to my phone goin off. Hamster song, so it was a text message. My mum was tellin me I had an appointment at the hospital at 9:15, but I misread (bein half asleep n shit) and thought it said 9:30. I stayed in bed, layin there n just... Thinkin. Then at nearly 8 mum rang me, told me to meet her at the hospital. So I got up, got my shit together n got on a bus at 8:50. Managed to be about 10 mins late but that didn't matter, doctors are never on time anyway.
So apparently I'm gonna be referred to a physiotherapist for my shoulder injury. Right now, its likely it'll come out again, so I need to build up the muscles around the shoulder socket. No contact sports for another 2 months at least... That really upset me actually. But no one else seems to care lol... =(
Well I spent the mornin doing fuck all pretty much. Spoke to some people on MSN n then went to uni.
Uni was ok. Had 'Introduction to the Internet' today. The lecture was boring as fuck, but hey, welcome to uni... Me n my group sorted some stuff out n then the tutor came to check on our progress. He asked if we thought we could get everything done in the 3 weeks left... I dunno. I'm ready to do this shit but it's a group effort, so I can't just go off n do it. I'm waitin on Tom to send me the design and for Chris to sort out some content... Right now I'm pissin in the wind. If it comes down to the wire I'll say fuck it n draft up my own shit, then bring it to the group to look at... God I HATE group projects sometimes...
Yeah, so then I came home n chilled. Started talkin to Grace n she seemed really upset n angry with just about everything in general. N yeah, that included me. I shouldn't take shit like that personally, I know what its like to hate everyone n everything in existence... But sometimes... I dunno.
Yeah, so I feel crappy. Watched "not another teen movie" on Five. It was funny, made me laugh. But I still feel shit inside... Hope things turn out for the better sometime soon =(
I wish I could make her happy...
R