Today's the day!!!
Well, here I am after the last entry. Then I was saying that I had about 21 days left. Now today is finally the day! He's coming home today!!!! I hope anyway. I was supposed to receive 3 calls between yesterday and now letting me know when he would be here. I have received nothing! It kind of worries me that maybe he's not actually coming but they would have had to called me to tell me that. I called yesterday and they didn't tell me other wise. Just said I'd get my calls today. grr. I'm going to have to call if they haven't called in about 30 mins. Because he should be here soon by then. I bet I will have to be at the gym around 10. NICE!!! I am so totally excited! It feels surreal. It feels like every min is taking an hour. I have been writing for 2 mins and it feels like 2 hours. Anyway, I can't believe it's today!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not a whole heck of a lot has happened since I wrote last. Meshaya is fully potty trained...even at night...wooohoo. OH and CC had her baby on the 3rd. That was just too exciting! I wish I could have been there to see the baby. I saw pictures of him and he's just cute cute cute. I heard him over the phone crying and I almost cried. I will probably cry when I see him. I can't even describe why things are the way they are between the two of us (me and CC) even after all we've been through, but they are. I hate all that junk but it's kinda nice to have a friend like that who is there no matter what's gone down. Well, speaking of that, I finally told Jana that our friendship is over last night (I guess more has happened than I thought!). It was just time to give it up and for me to stop worrying and being hurt. I don't even regret it. I feel relieved. It's weird. Usually I would regret something like this and feel weird about it, but I don't. Anywho. I gotta go finish getting ready!!!
Til next time, whenever that is,
Julia
Not a whole heck of a lot has happened since I wrote last. Meshaya is fully potty trained...even at night...wooohoo. OH and CC had her baby on the 3rd. That was just too exciting! I wish I could have been there to see the baby. I saw pictures of him and he's just cute cute cute. I heard him over the phone crying and I almost cried. I will probably cry when I see him. I can't even describe why things are the way they are between the two of us (me and CC) even after all we've been through, but they are. I hate all that junk but it's kinda nice to have a friend like that who is there no matter what's gone down. Well, speaking of that, I finally told Jana that our friendship is over last night (I guess more has happened than I thought!). It was just time to give it up and for me to stop worrying and being hurt. I don't even regret it. I feel relieved. It's weird. Usually I would regret something like this and feel weird about it, but I don't. Anywho. I gotta go finish getting ready!!!
Til next time, whenever that is,
Julia