Feelin insecure
yea.....so yesterday i ended up shouting at my mom to shut the fuck up yadda yadda yadda AFTER THE SO FAR SO GOOD DAY thing goin on...
I explained to her about how i needed to invest in a crate head preferably the 1200 XG or somethin like that ( i was tellin her this so she wouldn´t freak out when i purchase it) she and i eventually got into this half hour conversation on how if i were to wait till say... Christmas i would be able to get a $1500 head with $2000 worth of cabinets, chords, mike stands, etc.(this was one of the possibilities) either way it all came down that she would help me get my head (but not the cabinets) had i pass the year and did it with Flying Colors...
The whole Casey thing i put out a looooose leash (weird comparison) and i tried to avoid her for it would make matters worse...(yea she came to school today...didn´t really act herself in the morning)... I get this feeling she thinks i hate her or somethin since i kinda ditched her when (I THINK) she was tryin to say hi to me...
Also today while i was jammin with myself i started thinking... will this be how im going to live... I can already feel the tension building between bandmates... It´s somewhat healthy to let it go on (yea...) but we try to make sure it doesnt get outta hand... I juz need to plan out less and live a bit more... yea...
Besides all that not much goin on here....
GETCHA PULL
I explained to her about how i needed to invest in a crate head preferably the 1200 XG or somethin like that ( i was tellin her this so she wouldn´t freak out when i purchase it) she and i eventually got into this half hour conversation on how if i were to wait till say... Christmas i would be able to get a $1500 head with $2000 worth of cabinets, chords, mike stands, etc.(this was one of the possibilities) either way it all came down that she would help me get my head (but not the cabinets) had i pass the year and did it with Flying Colors...
The whole Casey thing i put out a looooose leash (weird comparison) and i tried to avoid her for it would make matters worse...(yea she came to school today...didn´t really act herself in the morning)... I get this feeling she thinks i hate her or somethin since i kinda ditched her when (I THINK) she was tryin to say hi to me...
Also today while i was jammin with myself i started thinking... will this be how im going to live... I can already feel the tension building between bandmates... It´s somewhat healthy to let it go on (yea...) but we try to make sure it doesnt get outta hand... I juz need to plan out less and live a bit more... yea...
Besides all that not much goin on here....
GETCHA PULL