No Holly Rocks! ;(
So I think I"m going thru withdrawls from Holly Rocks! I got here this morning and there were no props or costumes to gather and no script to worry about. I guess the Nugget published a misprint that said Cinderella Goes Disco was this morning too (big shocker the Nugget got something wrong). I had people come and try to buy tickets. I actually thought about doing a show by myself. I feel I could have done it, but I would have had a problem bring all the characters by my self. not that I wouldn't have tried and done a half-ass good job. But...oh well...it will be back in September.
On another topic: why are we all a little masochistic at time. Yesterday I intentially did something that I knew would have a painful outcome. I went back and read an ex's journal and came across a post that I had not seen before about how I was not worthy of something that was rightfully mine. Now, why did I do this. I think my leading player was trying to get me to realize that I am happy with what I have. As well I should be, and I am. But, I wish someone could tell me why we do things to hurt ourselves. And not in a physical way, I would never do that again. Ive learned my lesson. (If you don't know already, 9th grade, long story; went to therapy and then into classes for prevention, so if you ever have questions, I'm trained in prevention.) I am very happy with my relationship and I don't know why I would do something to jepordise it. Well, the world may never know.
I think Claire is right. Dahlonega needs this show. It helps people make closure with things in their lives. I feel now I can completely put the past behind me. WOW, the future's so bright; I need to go shopping for a new pair of shades. ok, cheesy, I know, but true. Go Cory Hart!
On another topic: why are we all a little masochistic at time. Yesterday I intentially did something that I knew would have a painful outcome. I went back and read an ex's journal and came across a post that I had not seen before about how I was not worthy of something that was rightfully mine. Now, why did I do this. I think my leading player was trying to get me to realize that I am happy with what I have. As well I should be, and I am. But, I wish someone could tell me why we do things to hurt ourselves. And not in a physical way, I would never do that again. Ive learned my lesson. (If you don't know already, 9th grade, long story; went to therapy and then into classes for prevention, so if you ever have questions, I'm trained in prevention.) I am very happy with my relationship and I don't know why I would do something to jepordise it. Well, the world may never know.
I think Claire is right. Dahlonega needs this show. It helps people make closure with things in their lives. I feel now I can completely put the past behind me. WOW, the future's so bright; I need to go shopping for a new pair of shades. ok, cheesy, I know, but true. Go Cory Hart!