May 19, 2004 17:30
Well, I haven't updated in quite sometime. I've been in another state of mind and real distant. Pretty much the only thing I can say is when you hit rock-bottom, the only way is up. I need to say thanks to all my friends. C, T, Jamie and Val, Suzy, you are all awesome. You bring me up when I'm down. Now its time to start all over. I'm not sure what the summer is going to bring, or where I'll be in the fall. I need to branch out. I will definately be in town until Aug-Sept time, but after that, I can't tell. Where ever I am I will be a stronger person for being there. I'd like to do something outdoorsy or teaching children or performing. So if anyone know where I can get a job: teaching kids to perform in the woods, let me know.
So, no more being depressed. From now on, I will wear a smile and do my best to swallow my pain and move on with life. It's 5:40pm, May 19th Wednesday. I'm starting over.