STRESS.....SHALL WE VENT?
Hello all...my life has been too much work and not enough stress lately so I'm gonna have to vent-sorry!
Why the fuck do I have to pay over 3000 a year for car insurance just for the mere convenience of being able to drive to work when I'll only make 3-3.5 G all summer??? I'm paying for a car to get to work when work only pays for the car. Make sense, fuck no! I mean I do realize that at Oswego it will pay off cuz I'll have a convenient mode of transportation to visit home, friends and whatnot, but still...insurance and gas cotst waaaay too much. Maybe I should get a damn raise at work since I take in half the income for my store when I have more than 5 coworkers which I'm sure make more than I do, even though I've been there longer than all but 2 workers excluding the family that owns the business. I should be blunt with my boss over the winter and say I know I'm worth more to the company that what i'm being paid.....who knows...
My social life has been somewhat lacking since I'm working so much to pay for my car so I can work. Over my summer break I haven't seen people anywhere near as much as I would have liked to. I have seen some good movies, a musical and gone to the parade and all...i dunno. I feel like I'm living my social life online...ironically I'm saying this in a LIVE JOURNAL.
anyhoo--things aren't all doom and gloom. i've decided i gotta get out and meet people and have fun with the rest of my summer. i met a cool guy adam at the palisades mall when i went there to see cailyn. he seems like a good guy and we both said we want to get to know each other more. cool beans
well i'm done with my rant for now...i feel like some of the stress is aleviated...i could still use a nice walk around good old white plains to help me feel better. i miss my daily walks with allen around the hill just chatting about life in general...allen- we need to walk more
peace
~Jay
Why the fuck do I have to pay over 3000 a year for car insurance just for the mere convenience of being able to drive to work when I'll only make 3-3.5 G all summer??? I'm paying for a car to get to work when work only pays for the car. Make sense, fuck no! I mean I do realize that at Oswego it will pay off cuz I'll have a convenient mode of transportation to visit home, friends and whatnot, but still...insurance and gas cotst waaaay too much. Maybe I should get a damn raise at work since I take in half the income for my store when I have more than 5 coworkers which I'm sure make more than I do, even though I've been there longer than all but 2 workers excluding the family that owns the business. I should be blunt with my boss over the winter and say I know I'm worth more to the company that what i'm being paid.....who knows...
My social life has been somewhat lacking since I'm working so much to pay for my car so I can work. Over my summer break I haven't seen people anywhere near as much as I would have liked to. I have seen some good movies, a musical and gone to the parade and all...i dunno. I feel like I'm living my social life online...ironically I'm saying this in a LIVE JOURNAL.
anyhoo--things aren't all doom and gloom. i've decided i gotta get out and meet people and have fun with the rest of my summer. i met a cool guy adam at the palisades mall when i went there to see cailyn. he seems like a good guy and we both said we want to get to know each other more. cool beans
well i'm done with my rant for now...i feel like some of the stress is aleviated...i could still use a nice walk around good old white plains to help me feel better. i miss my daily walks with allen around the hill just chatting about life in general...allen- we need to walk more
peace
~Jay