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Im in Cali now, no ones really around. my uncle just works all the time. i dont see a point really in coming her. i dont really like LA. such horrible people so... stereotypical the first time they see you. they make up your life story and spread it around. people here are so fake. i hate it.
I hate it how LA is like "the place to be" its ridiculus. i used to be here a lot and i didnt like it very much. the people here suck. you have to perfect here or get out. its like if your different you dont belong here and its total bullshit.
okay since sam wants me to talk about her..... her you go.
we never talk, we should talk more often. even though were no longet together doesnt mean we cant talk.
you know you kick ass.
personally i think Hawaii is so much better, you get much more accepted by your peers.
i used to be so boyish and innocent. people thought i was stupid and niave. though i was 15. and now im 18 i have matured.
it was weird why do i have weird people who like me?
remember i told you guys about my teacher, i swore she would like hit on me. shes like what 24 now? it was totally nervracking. those she was good looking thats just wrong.
"Empty Ocean"
poem... hope u like it.
cold sand
between my toes
behind the ocean
the dawn grows
irridescent light
surrounds me whole
shades the pain
within my soul
clear blue water
color of my eyes
look deeper in
where the truth lies
run hard to press
the hatred out
my lungs pound fiercely
to erase the doubt
my heart was pure
warm was my touch
ridiculous things
that didn't mean much
my devoted love
was pushed aside
emotions bruised
the reason I hide
I hate it how LA is like "the place to be" its ridiculus. i used to be here a lot and i didnt like it very much. the people here suck. you have to perfect here or get out. its like if your different you dont belong here and its total bullshit.
okay since sam wants me to talk about her..... her you go.
we never talk, we should talk more often. even though were no longet together doesnt mean we cant talk.
you know you kick ass.
personally i think Hawaii is so much better, you get much more accepted by your peers.
i used to be so boyish and innocent. people thought i was stupid and niave. though i was 15. and now im 18 i have matured.
it was weird why do i have weird people who like me?
remember i told you guys about my teacher, i swore she would like hit on me. shes like what 24 now? it was totally nervracking. those she was good looking thats just wrong.
"Empty Ocean"
poem... hope u like it.
cold sand
between my toes
behind the ocean
the dawn grows
irridescent light
surrounds me whole
shades the pain
within my soul
clear blue water
color of my eyes
look deeper in
where the truth lies
run hard to press
the hatred out
my lungs pound fiercely
to erase the doubt
my heart was pure
warm was my touch
ridiculous things
that didn't mean much
my devoted love
was pushed aside
emotions bruised
the reason I hide