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[jjoorrddaann]

By the way. I wish
that I could write long
involved entries with deep
thoughts and theories on
life. But I can't. It's
not that I don't have them.
It's not even that they
scare me. It's just that
like, I can't put them
into words, I can't
explain them to other
people. I just find it
amazing that we are actually
like.. here. Existing. That
we are real human beings.
That other people recognize
and know. And that the world
is so huge and each person
has an entire universe that
is their life, and its diff-
erent for everyone. At first
this makes me think that like,
I don't really matter in the
long run, which in reality
I don't. But like, you
just have to get over that
and live in your own little
pod that is your life, and
make the best of it with
your other pod-mates,
because that's all you are
going to have. Even if you go
out and explore the entire world,
it's just one little life
that is doing that and who
really cares? But that PERSON
will care because it's their
little POD. It's just weird
to think that everyone's
existing all the time.
I can't really describe
what I'm talking about, and
I wish people could climb
inside my head and hear my
thoughts because they make
so much more sense than
this, but they come and go
too quickly to type out.

Aye caramba.