just an update on why I'm not around...
I had a very rough weekend. One of the people I love the most in the world had a heart attack on Friday. My grandfather is one of the greatest people I know and seeing him sedated after quadruple bipass surgery is incredibly hard, not only for me but for everyone in my family. We are a very close family and he and my grandma are essentially the most important people in this family. My grandad was a Marine drill instructor and after he retired he became a clown... you can just imagine how nuts he actually is... he's just amazing. I'm heartbroken to see him in such a sad state so I'm sorry if I'm not in the mood to talk or if I'm not around a lot... just the thought of losing him right now is unbearable. Hopefully he'll get better soon...