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I can't remember the last time I just screamed at thte top of my lungs... and I haven't felt like doing it in a long time (not since pulling that knife out of my back)... but we aren't even going to go there.
I really don't have much of a reason to feel as frustrated as I do... I mean my life is 100x better know than it has been in years. Just that one little thing is bugging me... but somehow it's a very pleasant irritation. An interesting combination of emotions that are swarming around inside of me... there's just a lot of thoughts going on in my brain right now... and it seems as though screaming may help release the tension...
something tells me 5am isn't the time for that though.
Tommorow should be a good day... it damn straight better be :)
I really don't have much of a reason to feel as frustrated as I do... I mean my life is 100x better know than it has been in years. Just that one little thing is bugging me... but somehow it's a very pleasant irritation. An interesting combination of emotions that are swarming around inside of me... there's just a lot of thoughts going on in my brain right now... and it seems as though screaming may help release the tension...
something tells me 5am isn't the time for that though.
Tommorow should be a good day... it damn straight better be :)