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Ahh i hate being under so much stress.- I am like a shell of my former self
But all will be over soon and then i will only have to worry about a few things
i think as soon as sat is over- i am ganna crash- cuz i'v been on auto pilot since oct.
Yah so i need to like unwind a real lot.
And i got high honors this term but um... i got an 81 in gym- i was bullshit.
Anyway - ahh all i have been doing is planning and organizing and school work - i feel so boring
Umm - lets see ... nope thats its - now i am really depressed. I need to go to a party or something
i watched related yesterday and decided that i need a sibling that lives closer - cuz i really want one that i can go hang out with when ever. i wish you went to umass amherst or something- that way you can come to my event and hang out with me
I feel bad for my friends cuz i'v been an ass and i tend to snap at them more cuz i am under so much stress. Its just so important for this thing to go off with out a hitch. I dont think that i could ever be a party planner. No one could pay me enough for the stress that i have endured. I bet no one wants to hang out with me cuz i'v been mean....Maybe i have been asking too much of them? idk but i dont think i should be a leader of anything ever again.
I'm just sad
~J~
But all will be over soon and then i will only have to worry about a few things
i think as soon as sat is over- i am ganna crash- cuz i'v been on auto pilot since oct.
Yah so i need to like unwind a real lot.
And i got high honors this term but um... i got an 81 in gym- i was bullshit.
Anyway - ahh all i have been doing is planning and organizing and school work - i feel so boring
Umm - lets see ... nope thats its - now i am really depressed. I need to go to a party or something
i watched related yesterday and decided that i need a sibling that lives closer - cuz i really want one that i can go hang out with when ever. i wish you went to umass amherst or something- that way you can come to my event and hang out with me
I feel bad for my friends cuz i'v been an ass and i tend to snap at them more cuz i am under so much stress. Its just so important for this thing to go off with out a hitch. I dont think that i could ever be a party planner. No one could pay me enough for the stress that i have endured. I bet no one wants to hang out with me cuz i'v been mean....Maybe i have been asking too much of them? idk but i dont think i should be a leader of anything ever again.
I'm just sad
~J~