Jan 08, 2004 18:12
Well, I guess I could update this since it has been a long time since I have. WELL, not that long -- but long enough for me. Well what is up in the world of Jessica? Not much. No I lied. Alot, but in all honesty -- I don't want to say much about it here.
I want Tyler here. But at the same time, I want to curl up in a ball and cry. And then, at the same time -- Scream aloud! But I'm afraid if I go around screaming, mom would send me to a mental instution, so would dad. It is nothing serious, it is just stress.. Loads of stuff piled on me. And something I want to know -- He won't tell me. (The he in this subject, will stay unknown)
I mean don't get me wrong, there are postives. Like what Tyler told me earlier. Made me go.. "Aww.." .. And then at the same time, my best friend - Sam, she is keeping me happy. And sane. Jesse, haven't talked to him lately.. I don't know, to much going on for both of us.
Well I got to go - Piles of homework, just waiting to be done. And some phone calls that need to be made. And I need to yell. Sometime, tonight -- I will yell. I need to release the stress.
Adios,
Jess