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I hate complaining on this god forsaken LJ, but i'm just right off not well about this.
I feel like i don't even know my big brother anymore. like, things have changed. maybe i've changed, maybe he's changed, i don't know.
all i know is that, it sucks. and i wish it wasn't so, but you can't sit around and say "what if". you can do that for the rest of your life.
All i know, is that i have to take care of me.
for only i can.
i hope....
I feel like i don't even know my big brother anymore. like, things have changed. maybe i've changed, maybe he's changed, i don't know.
all i know is that, it sucks. and i wish it wasn't so, but you can't sit around and say "what if". you can do that for the rest of your life.
All i know, is that i have to take care of me.
for only i can.
i hope....