a letter to all the mother fuckers out there.
streams of consciousness excercise.
fuck all the "cute" shit you did. it's all full of crap- the biting, the cuddling, playing with my hair, the late night calls, the sweet nothings you told me, esp. the stupid fights that got us nowhere.
you fucked with my mind more than one could ever imagine. thank you for the butterflies but i didnt need it from you. i actually felt like i was enough for a second, here and there.
its funny how i finally opened my heart again and it turns out the asshole leaves me hanging for someone else, again. can i conclude all men are the same? sorry, i think they all are.
id tell you this straight up but whats the point? ive always been straight up with you and you NEVER had the respect for me to do the same. everytime i called you out on shit, you had a miraculous way of turning the anger towards me or even finding a way of making me feel like im someone special so i forget why we're even fighting. yah, way too gullible.
do you remember the ONE thing you repeatedly told me? well, its the one thing i held on to for faith that not everything you said was a lie. but look at you now... i hope you dont expect me to believe you anymore.
here's to our 'first and last' kiss, GOODBYE.
say hello to your new friend... the REAL me deserves better.
i know i may sound angry, upset, and hurt (dont get me wrong, i am.) but i sincerely hope this is where you're happy. thats all i ever wanted. every decision ive made for as long as i can remember revolved around your happiness -ask anyone! you were upset when you thought i didnt put you first but honestly, where the fuck did you put me?
i guess some people can wait forever and never get their change.
fuck all the "cute" shit you did. it's all full of crap- the biting, the cuddling, playing with my hair, the late night calls, the sweet nothings you told me, esp. the stupid fights that got us nowhere.
you fucked with my mind more than one could ever imagine. thank you for the butterflies but i didnt need it from you. i actually felt like i was enough for a second, here and there.
its funny how i finally opened my heart again and it turns out the asshole leaves me hanging for someone else, again. can i conclude all men are the same? sorry, i think they all are.
id tell you this straight up but whats the point? ive always been straight up with you and you NEVER had the respect for me to do the same. everytime i called you out on shit, you had a miraculous way of turning the anger towards me or even finding a way of making me feel like im someone special so i forget why we're even fighting. yah, way too gullible.
do you remember the ONE thing you repeatedly told me? well, its the one thing i held on to for faith that not everything you said was a lie. but look at you now... i hope you dont expect me to believe you anymore.
here's to our 'first and last' kiss, GOODBYE.
say hello to your new friend... the REAL me deserves better.
i know i may sound angry, upset, and hurt (dont get me wrong, i am.) but i sincerely hope this is where you're happy. thats all i ever wanted. every decision ive made for as long as i can remember revolved around your happiness -ask anyone! you were upset when you thought i didnt put you first but honestly, where the fuck did you put me?
i guess some people can wait forever and never get their change.