fuck, my favorite word. yet, the reason im bitter.
oh, the irony. last night i was laughing about the fact phil couldnt prounounce his words right and i coundnt even pronounce "pronunciation". wtf. anyways, i had a good sleep last night. its been a damn fuckin while.. i got a visit from walt and phil last night too. i bet it was my lucky day.
so, ive been getting my sanity back. slowly, but surely. i cant depend on people to keep me together anymore. i should be able to control myself. (especially my sleeping habits damnit) & im beginning to learn how to live. its time to start thinking about myself. im hella starting to change. i let people get to me and fuck with me mentally. i believe lies. so from now on, words can just bite my ass.
time to put my guards up. crack jokes. act like shit dont phase me. and in time, it wont be an act anymore.
i was watching sweet home alabama with adrienne.
quote of the fucking day: "i gave my heart away a long time ago, and i never really got it back."
-you know what i have say to that? "MAN THE FUCK UP!"
thank you adrienne for bringing out the bitch in me. HAA
[SMILE -lily allen] download that shit.
when you first left me
I was wanting more
but you were fucking that girl next door
whatd you do that for
when you first left me
I didnt know what to say
id never been on my own that way
just sat by myself all day
I was so lost back then
but with a little help from my friends
I found the light in the tunnel at the end
now youre calling me up on the phone
so you can have a little whine and a moan
and its only because youre feeling alone
at first when I see you cry
yea it makes me smile
yea it makes me smile
at worst I feel bad for awhile
but then I just smile
I go ahead and smile
whenever you see me
you say that you want me back
and I tell you it dont mean jack
no it dont mean jack
I couldnt stop laughing
no I jus couldnt help myself
see you messed up my mental health
I was quite unwell
I was so lost back then
but with a little help from my friends
I found the light in the tunnel at the end
now youre calling me up on the phone
so you can have a little whine and a moan
and its only because youre feeling alone
at first when I see you cry
yea it makes me smile
yea it makes me smile
at worst I feel bad for awhile
but then I jus smile
I go ahead and smile
so, ive been getting my sanity back. slowly, but surely. i cant depend on people to keep me together anymore. i should be able to control myself. (especially my sleeping habits damnit) & im beginning to learn how to live. its time to start thinking about myself. im hella starting to change. i let people get to me and fuck with me mentally. i believe lies. so from now on, words can just bite my ass.
time to put my guards up. crack jokes. act like shit dont phase me. and in time, it wont be an act anymore.
i was watching sweet home alabama with adrienne.
quote of the fucking day: "i gave my heart away a long time ago, and i never really got it back."
-you know what i have say to that? "MAN THE FUCK UP!"
thank you adrienne for bringing out the bitch in me. HAA
[SMILE -lily allen] download that shit.
when you first left me
I was wanting more
but you were fucking that girl next door
whatd you do that for
when you first left me
I didnt know what to say
id never been on my own that way
just sat by myself all day
I was so lost back then
but with a little help from my friends
I found the light in the tunnel at the end
now youre calling me up on the phone
so you can have a little whine and a moan
and its only because youre feeling alone
at first when I see you cry
yea it makes me smile
yea it makes me smile
at worst I feel bad for awhile
but then I just smile
I go ahead and smile
whenever you see me
you say that you want me back
and I tell you it dont mean jack
no it dont mean jack
I couldnt stop laughing
no I jus couldnt help myself
see you messed up my mental health
I was quite unwell
I was so lost back then
but with a little help from my friends
I found the light in the tunnel at the end
now youre calling me up on the phone
so you can have a little whine and a moan
and its only because youre feeling alone
at first when I see you cry
yea it makes me smile
yea it makes me smile
at worst I feel bad for awhile
but then I jus smile
I go ahead and smile