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t's been kinda different, times have changed. but i really really like miss the way things were, with everything just being good despite it being so bad.
y'know how you never treasure what you have, start rejecting people cause of stuff they've done. but you don't see the rest of the person, suddenly the rest become not important cause of a moment of folly that they've already regretted so greatly.
life's like this great big journey. the start and the end's gonna be like the start and end of everyday. you wake up, and you go to sleep. the middle may be a whole lot of pain, or a whole lot of joy. but the start and end's gonna be the same. many times i've wished that i'd done things differently, that i had not been that stupid, that i had not done something that i'd regret but all these cannot be changed no more.
you know what i mean?
I'm sorry to those i've rejected, please forgive me. and to those who reject me, please forgive me too. i really regret all that i've ever done but i know i can never ever take them back. all i can do is to never make the same mistakes again. too many times i've learnt the same lessons, i think this time i've learnt them for real.