(no subject)
#6
firstlyy abby if you're reading this i'm sorry for making you feel bad): press on yeah, i know how tough your predicament is right now.. tougher than i probably can imagine. believe in you:) and i'll be praying.
past 6 days i've just come to see how God has blessed me so greatly.. and blessed you greatly too. i just had chinese tuition.. and my teacher was asking about school fees and all. so i told her about the scholarship (which almost all GEPers have) and stuff.
then she said. i didn't look the type.
hahaha two ways of looking at it:P ONE. i look dumb. but i doubt she meant that. (hahaha or possibly self delusion)
OR. she meant that i look COOL, unlike some typical nerd:P i believe that she implied this. HAHAHA.
anyway, that short convo made me finally come to treasure how God has blessed me in my education:) GEP, all that. wow:)
it's been 6 days. and i know that i'm a much happier person now:) much more.. relieved. abby and jasper.. you asked me what this days thing was about. i didn't really know how to explain. but i'll give it a short here. day 0 marked the day when i decided that i was gonna be happy, that i was going to look past my circumstances. it also marked the day that my relationship with God would move, and that would be marked by myself receiving a verse each day. as you can see, my relationship with God hasn't improved. but today it shall:) today it will.
but i've been.. elevated! haha. there's been the temptation to go back into emo state.. wanting to just be alone, wanting to just go and die hahaha. but well, there's been no reason to do so:) there's just so many blessings in my life, it's impossible for me to say that i'm not doing well. Unless, unless. i drift away from God and of course. i'll lose track of everything..
i was terribly tired the whole day. but after typing this post and finishing an entire box of choco mini and making my throat feel sore right now,
i'm happier(:
firstlyy abby if you're reading this i'm sorry for making you feel bad): press on yeah, i know how tough your predicament is right now.. tougher than i probably can imagine. believe in you:) and i'll be praying.
past 6 days i've just come to see how God has blessed me so greatly.. and blessed you greatly too. i just had chinese tuition.. and my teacher was asking about school fees and all. so i told her about the scholarship (which almost all GEPers have) and stuff.
then she said. i didn't look the type.
hahaha two ways of looking at it:P ONE. i look dumb. but i doubt she meant that. (hahaha or possibly self delusion)
OR. she meant that i look COOL, unlike some typical nerd:P i believe that she implied this. HAHAHA.
anyway, that short convo made me finally come to treasure how God has blessed me in my education:) GEP, all that. wow:)
it's been 6 days. and i know that i'm a much happier person now:) much more.. relieved. abby and jasper.. you asked me what this days thing was about. i didn't really know how to explain. but i'll give it a short here. day 0 marked the day when i decided that i was gonna be happy, that i was going to look past my circumstances. it also marked the day that my relationship with God would move, and that would be marked by myself receiving a verse each day. as you can see, my relationship with God hasn't improved. but today it shall:) today it will.
but i've been.. elevated! haha. there's been the temptation to go back into emo state.. wanting to just be alone, wanting to just go and die hahaha. but well, there's been no reason to do so:) there's just so many blessings in my life, it's impossible for me to say that i'm not doing well. Unless, unless. i drift away from God and of course. i'll lose track of everything..
i was terribly tired the whole day. but after typing this post and finishing an entire box of choco mini and making my throat feel sore right now,
i'm happier(: