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[jjjaelkw]

never realised keeping a smile was so tiring
never knew listening was so draining
never knew people could change
never understood what friendship was
never understood what trusting was
never felt so lost
never felt so dead

i stand and worship You,
and all goes away

but when i look at people again,
people i love,
people i know,
people i knew.

when i think of them

i don't know what to do