Thank God for granting me this moment of clarity...
Well, today wasn't really that bad. Went to L'Anse and visited some fam, played some B-Ball with Jess, went to Subway and bought a bunch of subs, and then I came home and now I"m watching Constantine. Crazy ass movie, if you ask me. About demons and hell and all this crap, but pretty good. Just so everyone knows, I found out that my brother is gonna be a daddy, which means that I'm gonna be an uncle, which I'm pretty excited about. Being an uncle seems like it could be pretty cool, because you get to mess around with and play with a little kid. Plus, Uncle Johnny has a nice little ring to it. lol, who knows? Maybe this baby will force my brother to finally become responsible, which is something that he has been lacking lately. But, I have faith that he'll be a good father to this child, because I know him better than anyone, and I know that he can be responsible when he has to.
Time for me to put this out there. If you have a problem with me, come tell me to my face. Don't be hiding behind other people or telling other people to come tell me what you wanna say. I have no problem going up to someone and saying what I need to say, and I don't like it when you have something to say and you hold it in. Don't try to ignore me or whatever and then talk to your friend and have them relay messages to me. If you need to say something, just say it. I don't have time for any of that bulls**t, for real. I'm trying to just live my life without any problems or drama. But, that seems almost impossible these days...
J-Will
Son las cinco de la manana
Y no he dormido nada
Just thinkin' 'bout your beauty
Got me crazy in the head
El insomnio es mi castigo
Tu amor sera´mi alivio
Until you're in my arms, girl
I can have no peace in bed
It's five o'clock in the mornin'
I can't get no sleep
When I think about your beauty it makes me weak
I lay restless at home, without you there
Until you are mine, I'll find no relief
Amor, si es amor
Your love's got me feelin'
Obsessed in my soul
Si es amor
not an illusion
That makes me do things
That my heart can't control
I know you're not my lady
But I'm full of hopes and maybes
Till onto your love can't save me
Solo puedo hablar de ti
Saw you with your amigo
Girl he don't look so rigo
No sabe complacerte, como lo haria yo
It's five o'clock in the mornin'
I can't get no sleep
When I think about your beauty it makes me weak
I lay restless at home, without you there
Until you are mine, I'll find no relief
Amor (si es amor)
Si es amor (si es amor)
Your love's got me feelin' (your love's got me)
Obsessed in my soul
Si es amor
not an illusion
That makes me do things
That my heart can't control