missing the fire....
I know the last post was a little coded....ok, really coded and I do not play on eleborating.
I did the right thing....you did the right thing.....so all is well now.....still lonely though.....
I love writing these little dot dot dots......... ... .. .. . . . . ..... . ......they say so much.
School sucks......yes it does and I am very scared that I am on the wrong path and it is too late to jump off.
Atlanta on Thursday. Im very excited even though I do not have any more. That is probably going to suck. Friday I am going to apply for a second job. I have no choice because there are just too many bills and not enough money. An extra $75 a week would really help me out. So I am going to apply at the Walgreens in Pelham, which is a 24 hour store. I am thinking either two or three days a week. I know Monday and Friday mornings for sure and then maybe Tuesday mornings. I know I cant do Thursday mornings because I am just too damn tired after all fucking day at school on Wednesday....
I gave the bartender I think is cute my number. I just wrote it on the credit card receipt. Then I went to the Nick to hang with Jamie. He showed up but I was leaving so didnt really see him. I am ok if he doesnt call. It is all part of putting myself out there.
I did the right thing....you did the right thing.....so all is well now.....still lonely though.....
I love writing these little dot dot dots......... ... .. .. . . . . ..... . ......they say so much.
School sucks......yes it does and I am very scared that I am on the wrong path and it is too late to jump off.
Atlanta on Thursday. Im very excited even though I do not have any more. That is probably going to suck. Friday I am going to apply for a second job. I have no choice because there are just too many bills and not enough money. An extra $75 a week would really help me out. So I am going to apply at the Walgreens in Pelham, which is a 24 hour store. I am thinking either two or three days a week. I know Monday and Friday mornings for sure and then maybe Tuesday mornings. I know I cant do Thursday mornings because I am just too damn tired after all fucking day at school on Wednesday....
I gave the bartender I think is cute my number. I just wrote it on the credit card receipt. Then I went to the Nick to hang with Jamie. He showed up but I was leaving so didnt really see him. I am ok if he doesnt call. It is all part of putting myself out there.