AAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow, i haven't written for like months!!! and this'll be kinda depressing so here's ur warning now, if ur in a happy mood, just stop reading now. :)
Do you ever feel like you have so much to do in such a short time that you feel like you are going to explode? Well, thats how i feel right now. I just want to scream and suddenly be on an island with no troubles and no obligations. However, this is the real world, and troubles come with the package. I know that as a senior this week should be totally wutever, but I have a 4.0 cumulative gpa, and I have to keep it that way if I want a certain scholarship. A couple of my classes are on the edge of A and B so I actually have to study and I havn't even started. As if that weren't enough, I have graduation outfits to figure out, packing for Hawaii, a diet to attempt, boy drama, and parent drama. On top of all this, my whole week is busy, and I don't get a break at any time. And oh ya, I'm also a little worried about my financial status.
Maybe God is putting these trials in my life to teach me to rely on Him more, so maybe I should take a hint. I feel like these past couple months, I have drifted in my relationship with Him and I haven't had time to do devotions on a regular basis. In fact, I've barely done them at all, which is probably why God is trying to get my attention.
Well, that was my ranting for now, and I feel a little better for it. Thanks for listening, or not listening, but it doesn't really matter cuz i won't know anyways. It was just nice to get that out. Now my mind is a little clearer and I can go start studying, and doing everything that needs to get done.
I hope you all have a good week and a great summer!!!
Do you ever feel like you have so much to do in such a short time that you feel like you are going to explode? Well, thats how i feel right now. I just want to scream and suddenly be on an island with no troubles and no obligations. However, this is the real world, and troubles come with the package. I know that as a senior this week should be totally wutever, but I have a 4.0 cumulative gpa, and I have to keep it that way if I want a certain scholarship. A couple of my classes are on the edge of A and B so I actually have to study and I havn't even started. As if that weren't enough, I have graduation outfits to figure out, packing for Hawaii, a diet to attempt, boy drama, and parent drama. On top of all this, my whole week is busy, and I don't get a break at any time. And oh ya, I'm also a little worried about my financial status.
Maybe God is putting these trials in my life to teach me to rely on Him more, so maybe I should take a hint. I feel like these past couple months, I have drifted in my relationship with Him and I haven't had time to do devotions on a regular basis. In fact, I've barely done them at all, which is probably why God is trying to get my attention.
Well, that was my ranting for now, and I feel a little better for it. Thanks for listening, or not listening, but it doesn't really matter cuz i won't know anyways. It was just nice to get that out. Now my mind is a little clearer and I can go start studying, and doing everything that needs to get done.
I hope you all have a good week and a great summer!!!