I feel like a fool
So today is Sean and Mine three month-thingy... Yay! 1/4 of the year behind us. I am so glad that I have him. I love him so much.
But onto why I feel like a fool, we had plans for me to come over between 6 and 7. He was tired so I told him to take a nap and I would call him on my way over, and if he didn't wake up I would call his house and have his mom wake him up. I called him a couple times (about 10) on the ride over there but he didn't pick up. So when I got off the Veteran's (less than 5 minutes from his place) I called his house and his dad answered, I asked him to wake Sean up and he said no, then his mom got on the phone and told me Sean was too tired and that I couldn't see him tonight unless he woke up on his own. So I turned around, paid another $1 and drove the 30 minute ride home crying.
I don't know why I cried so much on the way home. I'm not mad at Sean, I adore how he sleeps so heavy. I guess I'm disappointed that I didn't get to see him and I probably wont. I just love him so much and wanted to spend out three month together, I was looking forward to staying in bed and watching a movie. Also, I felt like a fool... Sean will probably tell me I should have come over anyway but I didn't want to after his mom told me not too. I'm just so shy around parents. I almost hung up the phone on his dad because I don't like talking to him.
But onto why I feel like a fool, we had plans for me to come over between 6 and 7. He was tired so I told him to take a nap and I would call him on my way over, and if he didn't wake up I would call his house and have his mom wake him up. I called him a couple times (about 10) on the ride over there but he didn't pick up. So when I got off the Veteran's (less than 5 minutes from his place) I called his house and his dad answered, I asked him to wake Sean up and he said no, then his mom got on the phone and told me Sean was too tired and that I couldn't see him tonight unless he woke up on his own. So I turned around, paid another $1 and drove the 30 minute ride home crying.
I don't know why I cried so much on the way home. I'm not mad at Sean, I adore how he sleeps so heavy. I guess I'm disappointed that I didn't get to see him and I probably wont. I just love him so much and wanted to spend out three month together, I was looking forward to staying in bed and watching a movie. Also, I felt like a fool... Sean will probably tell me I should have come over anyway but I didn't want to after his mom told me not too. I'm just so shy around parents. I almost hung up the phone on his dad because I don't like talking to him.