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[jjbond]

You know, I fucking hate my father. He's a selfish prick, and the things he says are hurtful, and uncalled for. The audacity of him to just tell us kids to just "get over it" in terms of how he was during our parents' divorce, is not something that endears me to him. I was civil with him, and give him a chance to say his side of the debacle that was last Saturday (an incident that involved his new wife hitting my brother with a dustpan and then her telling my dad that Jake hit her), and then him raising his voice to me over and over (at one point hanging up like a spoiled child when things weren't going his way). Fuck him. I've given him the benefit of the doubt for far too long. And fuck his fatass wife. She needs to keep her loud violent ass out of our business. If it weren't for her, we might have actually had a civil conversation with our father, but instead she went apeshit and started a huge fight, and now Jake will never forgive his father ever again. Fuck him. I'm just so pissed right now. I just want to call him back up and yell at him some more until I get out all of this anger and bile.

Also, there's either something really wrong with him, or he's a terrible liar. His denial of certain things being said (and left on voicemails that we still have), is just dumb. I've heard the voicemails. You can't say you didn't call me, when you in fact did, and that's how I even have your number to begin with. He seemed confused, then angry when I confronted him on that. It's not really something you can deny. It happened. There's proof. Ugh. So dumb. I hate him. I'm tired of taking a high road with this and being nice. I've just lost all reason to continue down that path.