Ficlet: In the middle of the night (pg)
Title: In the middle of the night
Pairing: Akinishi Jin/Taguchi Junnosuke
Rating(Status): PG (RPS, band slash, homosexual, english)
Prompt: # 998 Bad dreams prompt_of_day
Words count: 725 words
Author: kingkisen
Disclaimer: I love KAT-TUN but they’re never been mine. So I own the plot but nothing more.
Summary: Jin woke up in the middle of the night to found Junno nowhere to be seen.
Author's Note: I found this prompt (Bad Dreams) from prompt_of_day community. Thank you. My grammar is the worst so please be kind but let me know my mistake. สาวๆเจเจ คราวนี้เป็นภาษาอังกฤษล่ะ ทนอ่านหน่อยน้า ตอนไอเดียมันมา มันมาเป็นภาษาอังกฤษนี่นา (T T) ขอโทษนะคะ มีตรงไหนไม่เข้าใจบอกกี้นะ
"Are you alright?"
"I dreamt."
"Huh?"
"I dreamt."
"Ah, About what?'
"I saw you...in my dream. You're leaving us....leaving me...again."
I chuckle a little. He's such a kid; never know what's good for him except it comes out from his own mother's mouth. I sit down beside him on the couch and staring at him, hard. He can feel it but somehow not staring back, more like avoiding my gaze. This annoyed me so much.
"Hello, I'm still here. Alive and happy." I said with the matter of fact voice.
"....yea," He answered bluntly.
"Stop it, would you?"
"Stop what?"
"Agh, you're avoiding me. Don't you think I know that?"
"Nope, I thought you'd go to bed or...something closely to that." I saw him bite down on his lip hard. Gosh, this kid.
"That's it. Look at me. Right now. I said look at me now Taguchi!" I yelled.
He slowly looked up with a very unsure look on his face and brim of tears in his eyes. Oh, I almost smack my forehead with sudden guilt for yelling at him last minute. But all I did was sighed then close the gap between us. I looped me arms around him in a loosen hug. He put his head on my shoulder before his tear rolled down his cheek to meet my bare chest.
'Yeah, right. Now this image will sting my heart like thousand bees for weeks.'
While I determine singing him lullaby or assure him that I'm here and not leaving. He said softly. His sweetly soft voice reminded me of himself when we first met.
"While you're away I never slept in my own home. I went through my list of friends or people I know and went out to sleep over with them. Koki's my favorite at that time I guess." I felt him smiling a bit and it's hurt to know that I'm the one forced this pain into him.
"He thought I was just lonely first but changed his mind later. He knew me too much, that brat. After a month or two he started yelling at me to do things like normal people do. He said 'go on and living as you're alive not a corpse that walking, it's creep idiot.’
"I don't know when it starts but he always teases me or tempts me to hop on a plane to LA or wherever you are that minute. To let you know I was about to do it so many times you couldn't imagine it. But because of Koki." He kissed my shoulder so lovingly. And that ease down my jealous from hearing him saying that brat name so many times.
"He's the one I always thank for being there and keep me from losing it, y'know."
I nodded. 'Hell yeah I know that man enough to leave you with him but why I didn't know he's that good to you huh?' I thought to myself. Even Koki made a report every week since I asked him before I leave. But it's my ugly gut that I don't ever want to ask him about how he's been while I was away. Yeah, I'm an avoiding-that-fact bitch. Blame it all on me but that's too much information for me anyway. When I came back I realize that I couldn't escape this fact forever since we're together forever right now.
But hearing it from him was too much. I don't know what to say to him. I just frown, deeply.
"Hey, don't feel guilty. At least you're happy with me now that made me happy enough to forgive you awhile ago." He looked up and smile at me.
I love his smile. I always love his smile, always. Even on the worst day of my life I sure if he gave me that smile of his I'd survive that day with smile too. I accept that I couldn't shake the guilty feeling out of my chest right now but I keep cool.
"So, we're ok?" He nodded with giggle.
I rolled my eyes and plant a kiss a top of his head. "I love you. Don't ever forget that."
"I love you too. Don't ever forget that fact and me okay?"
I laugh out loud. "How could I?"
I knew the answer long ago.
I couldn't
Never
And that’s period.
Pairing: Akinishi Jin/Taguchi Junnosuke
Rating(Status): PG (RPS, band slash, homosexual, english)
Prompt: # 998 Bad dreams prompt_of_day
Words count: 725 words
Author: kingkisen
Disclaimer: I love KAT-TUN but they’re never been mine. So I own the plot but nothing more.
Summary: Jin woke up in the middle of the night to found Junno nowhere to be seen.
Author's Note: I found this prompt (Bad Dreams) from prompt_of_day community. Thank you. My grammar is the worst so please be kind but let me know my mistake. สาวๆเจเจ คราวนี้เป็นภาษาอังกฤษล่ะ ทนอ่านหน่อยน้า ตอนไอเดียมันมา มันมาเป็นภาษาอังกฤษนี่นา (T T) ขอโทษนะคะ มีตรงไหนไม่เข้าใจบอกกี้นะ
"Are you alright?"
"I dreamt."
"Huh?"
"I dreamt."
"Ah, About what?'
"I saw you...in my dream. You're leaving us....leaving me...again."
I chuckle a little. He's such a kid; never know what's good for him except it comes out from his own mother's mouth. I sit down beside him on the couch and staring at him, hard. He can feel it but somehow not staring back, more like avoiding my gaze. This annoyed me so much.
"Hello, I'm still here. Alive and happy." I said with the matter of fact voice.
"....yea," He answered bluntly.
"Stop it, would you?"
"Stop what?"
"Agh, you're avoiding me. Don't you think I know that?"
"Nope, I thought you'd go to bed or...something closely to that." I saw him bite down on his lip hard. Gosh, this kid.
"That's it. Look at me. Right now. I said look at me now Taguchi!" I yelled.
He slowly looked up with a very unsure look on his face and brim of tears in his eyes. Oh, I almost smack my forehead with sudden guilt for yelling at him last minute. But all I did was sighed then close the gap between us. I looped me arms around him in a loosen hug. He put his head on my shoulder before his tear rolled down his cheek to meet my bare chest.
'Yeah, right. Now this image will sting my heart like thousand bees for weeks.'
While I determine singing him lullaby or assure him that I'm here and not leaving. He said softly. His sweetly soft voice reminded me of himself when we first met.
"While you're away I never slept in my own home. I went through my list of friends or people I know and went out to sleep over with them. Koki's my favorite at that time I guess." I felt him smiling a bit and it's hurt to know that I'm the one forced this pain into him.
"He thought I was just lonely first but changed his mind later. He knew me too much, that brat. After a month or two he started yelling at me to do things like normal people do. He said 'go on and living as you're alive not a corpse that walking, it's creep idiot.’
"I don't know when it starts but he always teases me or tempts me to hop on a plane to LA or wherever you are that minute. To let you know I was about to do it so many times you couldn't imagine it. But because of Koki." He kissed my shoulder so lovingly. And that ease down my jealous from hearing him saying that brat name so many times.
"He's the one I always thank for being there and keep me from losing it, y'know."
I nodded. 'Hell yeah I know that man enough to leave you with him but why I didn't know he's that good to you huh?' I thought to myself. Even Koki made a report every week since I asked him before I leave. But it's my ugly gut that I don't ever want to ask him about how he's been while I was away. Yeah, I'm an avoiding-that-fact bitch. Blame it all on me but that's too much information for me anyway. When I came back I realize that I couldn't escape this fact forever since we're together forever right now.
But hearing it from him was too much. I don't know what to say to him. I just frown, deeply.
"Hey, don't feel guilty. At least you're happy with me now that made me happy enough to forgive you awhile ago." He looked up and smile at me.
I love his smile. I always love his smile, always. Even on the worst day of my life I sure if he gave me that smile of his I'd survive that day with smile too. I accept that I couldn't shake the guilty feeling out of my chest right now but I keep cool.
"So, we're ok?" He nodded with giggle.
I rolled my eyes and plant a kiss a top of his head. "I love you. Don't ever forget that."
"I love you too. Don't ever forget that fact and me okay?"
I laugh out loud. "How could I?"
I knew the answer long ago.
I couldn't
Never
And that’s period.