Nov 30, 2004 19:27
thanks to my home boys, john and jason. they make it possible for me to be angry again. Special thanks to jay for that time he picked me up at the airport, had a blunt rolled and ready to spark, slayer blasting angel of death and jesse goodale's phone number dialing in a prelude to some of the best prank calling we've done. This bud is for you man. and this beer is too. yea, you are right jay, if it wasn't for my band, and me mellowing the fuck out to the routine of paying bills and holding down a full time career, well yea, i woulda hunted her down and fucking made her life a living hell. but you know what, i am bigger than that. i am better than that, she is not worth wasting my time trying to find some fat bitch named paige in backwater louisiana. HOWEVER, i am the real josh baker. and should our paths ever cross, well lets just say, it won't be pleasant. but for now, i am going to just move on and remove this lie from my life, and find something better. and you are jay, i can't be fuckin sitting around talking to the same fuckin people that have hurt me in my past. it's not possible. i have changed so much, and yea it's immature to just cut these 2 bitches outa my life without letting them have so much as an explanation, but geuss what you all better get used to it. I am not gonna be out for revenge. (every one knows it's best served on ice) But no i have not contemplated any grand sceme, or even cared. That's just it, fuck it, i am done with it, and i am moving on. so adios to those two girls in my life j and k, nice knowing you, but i am much better than you. and well you were only holding me back. now its time for me to shine. no strings. once my bills are paid, i am gonna be free. and that is when the world should hide, cause it's gonna be a fuckin crazy time.
FTBS IM OUT