You have a kind of sick desperation in your laugh
I am Jack's complete lack of surprise.
so you know the scene in fight club where tyler durden lets lou (the bar owner) beat the shit out of him until hes a bloody mess and then at the last second gets on top of him and starts spitting blood in lous face..... well thats how i feel,like tyler, not lou.
I am Jack's cold sweat
well today was just super dooper school rather pointless as always. afterwards i went to mendota with jeff, we had a nice little talk and i told him how ive been feeling latly especially the last few days, he understood. which was good becase its good to know im not just crazy.
I am Jack's wasted life
then i went to the evening of poetry, all the acts were good, i kinda wish i would have read something for it though, poerty is so....... good. i actually enjoyed it.
I am Jack's inflamed sense of rejection
after i went to mikes for a bit but no one wanted to go get something to eat with me but thought it was funny to joke around with me about it so then left to go to four star with mikey c and shack it was a good time
I am Jack's smirking revenge.
you know i gotta figure out whats going on right now. somethings gots to change i really just need to stop worring about what other people thing, or something. im tired of the same old things over and over again....... i quit
I am Jack's broken heart
JJ