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Alright...I know this is the cheesiest thing ever, but whenever I look into her eyes I get chills. It makes all the frustration from her mood swings go away, and it makes me remember what she means to me. It doesn't erase the fact that she has such intense ups and downs with me, but it definately distracts me from it. I don't know. I had a fucking good time with her tonight, singing karoake at the top of our lungs and laughing. But that's the thing about her. We'll have amazing moments like that, and all of a sudden she'll be quiet and awkward around me. I'll say things to her and she'll just tell me to shut up. I know she's joking but it still hinders my ability to be closer to her. It just shuts the conversation down. What's more predictable then girl problems being documented on livejournal? Whatever, it helps to write shit down, be it on livejournal or carved into my walls with the sharpened fingernails of trolls. Sorry, tangerine tangent. Hopefully we'll kick it alone, just the two of us. Building castles in the sky. It seems like she just needs to see that I care about her, and maybe her walls will come down. At least I hope. Any smart kid would have given up by now, but I'm a stubborn bitch. Stubborn or pathetic? Either way, not yet. Fuck, she's gorgeous. I'm tired. Take care everyone. Oh and go to www.goblingoblin.com and buy everything. You'll look rad and make me and will financially secure for a week. Spread that link around too, please. We need all the promotion we can get. Night, you koodlekaps.
Jingpot.
Jingpot.