My life is like Whoa!
Well summer school sucked today. Hell, when dosn't it. Oh my lord i think im gonna fail my damn chem class good lord all i want is a damn C thats all i ask for damnit! Well yeah maybe it will happen later. I only have 5 days left??!?!?!??! noooooooo i dont wanna fail misserabley. Ok well yesterday was a hard day for me i've had all these emotions build up and i couldn't controll them i would be happy one moment and the next i would be crying on the floor. I didn't really know what was wrong whith me. I was like going crazy. I had a lot of things bottled up and i wanted to let go of them. Last night I was talking to an old friend and things were going pretty good. I loved how we just got everything out in the open and talked about our problems. Now it's a lot better, but not all the way GREAT i want to be happy but im kinda lost on how to get there. I know i sound pretty crazy right now, well as all of you should know that im pretty crazy. Well don't worrie about me. I'll be ok....but yeah...OH MY GOD! I hate Chineese people! I hate china Garden oh lord! This last sunday, wow i wanted to die! I ahted being there i was like having one of my mood swings (IMS: Irratble Male Syndrome) Wow i was like going crazy! I wanted to like shoot the world in anger and shuch! I was going mad! Iwas getting blamed for so many differnt things that weren't my fault and it was some stupid asian guy named JUSTIN who works there. He's so fucking cocky and he bothers the hell outta me! I don't like him at all. And my boss kinda got mad cause i was giving attitude but i was like "well dont blame for things that i didn't do" and she was all "ppssshhhhh" and i was like "wut ever" and she was all like "loser" and i was like "wut ever loser" and then she was all....lol jk well anyways yeah i hate my job and yeah it really sucks! Well g2g IM OUT!!!!