Fuck it
Fuck it...
You say you give in all the time, but im always the fuckin one who does... i do so much for u and u dont even realize it. i woudl fuckin give the world to you if i could but obviously its not good enough for y ou...maybe ur the fuckin one who doesnt care. do not say i dont care because i fuckin do. but i gues i dont care about you according to you so im sorry for that.
but why the fuck would i not care about you. i think about u all the fuckin time..your always on my mind. when we get in fights i go to people for help so i dont do anything i will regret.
Ive been thinkin a lot lately... Dont fuckin give in than, if you dont want to than dont. i am going to change too. i am going to blow you off as much as u blow me off.y should i fuckin care anymore. you say u want to hang out, but sometiems i really think you dont. you say u feel bad that u blow me off, well if u feel as bad as u say u do than stop fuckin doin it. i love when u hang out with ur friends. im happy for you. but im sorry that i wish i could be by u 24/7 and i cant.
and about the NOTEBOOK movie... that only reason i fuckin hate it is because i would do anything for you, i would take a fuckin bullet, i would kill someone just to fuckin spend one more second with u. i would be just like that guy in the movie, but it fuckin sucks when u tell me all u want is a guy that cares.well u know what that tells me, its tells me that u dont think i care enough. am i not fuckin doing my job, if u cant see that i would do anything for you than maybe im not the one for u... im sorry i get mad or stubborn or jealous sometimes, but its only because i fuckin love you so damn much that sometimes i just get upset that ud ratehr do somethin else. im sorry that i want you all to myself. it selfish but im sorry. what can i say... im sorry that i cant give you what u want. im sorry our realtionship is not like the notebook. im sorry that you look to a movie as your dream. but i think our relationship is perfect. could not ask for anything better. i love every minute. everyone fights but if you want something else than i will learn to except it.
and you say u want something you cant have well than go fuckin find it, if im not givin you what u want than get rid of me...go find it...cause im obviously not doing or giving u what u want. I had something so special planned out for you for months. something that would show you how much i care. but fuck it, i guess i dont care so fuck that idea. im sick of makin u mad and making u cry. im obviously not what u need.
there are so many fuckin people out there like the guy in the notebook but no one can see them, you know why, because there not good enough looking, i could name so many poeple that would do anythign for the one they love... its just that some people are too fuckin stuck up to go out with them. My dad for example. one guy who would do anything for a lady. but some just dont give him the time of day. and its fuckin gay. nothing is unrealistic. if anything society is fuckin unrealistic.
but oh fuckin well. fucki it all. im sorry i love you so much... i guess ill try not to if thats what u want.
You say you give in all the time, but im always the fuckin one who does... i do so much for u and u dont even realize it. i woudl fuckin give the world to you if i could but obviously its not good enough for y ou...maybe ur the fuckin one who doesnt care. do not say i dont care because i fuckin do. but i gues i dont care about you according to you so im sorry for that.
but why the fuck would i not care about you. i think about u all the fuckin time..your always on my mind. when we get in fights i go to people for help so i dont do anything i will regret.
Ive been thinkin a lot lately... Dont fuckin give in than, if you dont want to than dont. i am going to change too. i am going to blow you off as much as u blow me off.y should i fuckin care anymore. you say u want to hang out, but sometiems i really think you dont. you say u feel bad that u blow me off, well if u feel as bad as u say u do than stop fuckin doin it. i love when u hang out with ur friends. im happy for you. but im sorry that i wish i could be by u 24/7 and i cant.
and about the NOTEBOOK movie... that only reason i fuckin hate it is because i would do anything for you, i would take a fuckin bullet, i would kill someone just to fuckin spend one more second with u. i would be just like that guy in the movie, but it fuckin sucks when u tell me all u want is a guy that cares.well u know what that tells me, its tells me that u dont think i care enough. am i not fuckin doing my job, if u cant see that i would do anything for you than maybe im not the one for u... im sorry i get mad or stubborn or jealous sometimes, but its only because i fuckin love you so damn much that sometimes i just get upset that ud ratehr do somethin else. im sorry that i want you all to myself. it selfish but im sorry. what can i say... im sorry that i cant give you what u want. im sorry our realtionship is not like the notebook. im sorry that you look to a movie as your dream. but i think our relationship is perfect. could not ask for anything better. i love every minute. everyone fights but if you want something else than i will learn to except it.
and you say u want something you cant have well than go fuckin find it, if im not givin you what u want than get rid of me...go find it...cause im obviously not doing or giving u what u want. I had something so special planned out for you for months. something that would show you how much i care. but fuck it, i guess i dont care so fuck that idea. im sick of makin u mad and making u cry. im obviously not what u need.
there are so many fuckin people out there like the guy in the notebook but no one can see them, you know why, because there not good enough looking, i could name so many poeple that would do anythign for the one they love... its just that some people are too fuckin stuck up to go out with them. My dad for example. one guy who would do anything for a lady. but some just dont give him the time of day. and its fuckin gay. nothing is unrealistic. if anything society is fuckin unrealistic.
but oh fuckin well. fucki it all. im sorry i love you so much... i guess ill try not to if thats what u want.