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How very odd, that for once, I haven't had time to sit at my computer.
I dont think I've spent one night this week, other than Tuesday night, without Carmen. I love spending time with her. She's silly, in all the least annoying ways.. She's amused by how stupid I can be sometimes. My mother likes her. My sister likes her. She gets along really well with my nephew. She treats me really well. She's sweet. The sex is great. And I've never ever cuddled with someone and enjoyed it so much. (With one exception I do believe, and she knows who she is)
I really kinda wish I could have the time to myself again, but then when I find myself saying shit like this, I punch myself in the face. I really do. I am not alone, and I am confused by it. I haven't spent anytime alone in the past few weeks, other than to come home after work, sleep, then get up go to work and see her there... but that doesn't really count, does it?
*shrug* what-the-fuck-ever.
I wanna play Everquest again, I miss my friends from there, and how much time it killed. Not like I have a whole lot to spare nowadays.
Oh, I did get a second interview for the job with Guaranty Bank as a Desktop Support Technician. I think it went alright. I wont find anything out until next year :(
*crosses fingers* Here's hoping, this would change my life around hardcore.
On a seriously fucked up note, my damn car broke down on me again tonight, I want to drive the fucker off a damn cliff, seriously.
I dont think I've spent one night this week, other than Tuesday night, without Carmen. I love spending time with her. She's silly, in all the least annoying ways.. She's amused by how stupid I can be sometimes. My mother likes her. My sister likes her. She gets along really well with my nephew. She treats me really well. She's sweet. The sex is great. And I've never ever cuddled with someone and enjoyed it so much. (With one exception I do believe, and she knows who she is)
I really kinda wish I could have the time to myself again, but then when I find myself saying shit like this, I punch myself in the face. I really do. I am not alone, and I am confused by it. I haven't spent anytime alone in the past few weeks, other than to come home after work, sleep, then get up go to work and see her there... but that doesn't really count, does it?
*shrug* what-the-fuck-ever.
I wanna play Everquest again, I miss my friends from there, and how much time it killed. Not like I have a whole lot to spare nowadays.
Oh, I did get a second interview for the job with Guaranty Bank as a Desktop Support Technician. I think it went alright. I wont find anything out until next year :(
*crosses fingers* Here's hoping, this would change my life around hardcore.
On a seriously fucked up note, my damn car broke down on me again tonight, I want to drive the fucker off a damn cliff, seriously.