why?

Aug 11, 2005 02:48

i am so upset my job is making me really sick. on tuesday because of all the stress i had a panic attack right when i arrived at work and ended up walking out. then today my supervisor tells me because she feels bad, that they are hirring someone to take over my classroom and she was asked to move me into another classroom. and thats why i am here wide awake im so depressed i can't sleep. how can they just replace me like that? ive given my heart and soul to that place. ive never done anything wrong. always showed up to work always gone out and beyond my job. then my manger calls the owners and tells him that hes upset and the owner has the nerve to tell him that im "pushy" and im "trying to take over the center" and im following the "footsteps of other problem employees" when all i have ever done is try to make that place better. the parents and children are so pleased with what im doing and it hurts. my classroom is just being ripped from me. and this is what they do to people. instead of firing someone because they dont want them to collect unemployment they treat them like shit till they cant handle it anymore and they quit.

they still owe me for memorial day pay. i dont get breaks. whenever i stay an extra ten-15 minutes cause they need me they never pay me. im going to contact the labor board as well as the state.

i just cant believe this is happening and i just keep asking myself what did i do? and maybe thats why its bothering me because i dont understand what is that i did thats so wrong. all ive done is cry all day and now i cant even sleep. im in fear of my health. in all seriousness i see myself already completely depressed and when this other woman starts working there i know the way i feel will only decline.

how can they do this? what should i do? what would you do if you busted your butt for some place and all of the sudden you were told you were being replaced?
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