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well Jersey got a job offer that we can't turn down... better pay, better hours, better everything... all but one thing My FEAR!!!! i have had relationships that started out as together, but they move away to make things better for "us" IT never works.....
Now it is happing with Jersey... I know i need to let her take this job. If i don't sometime down the road she'll blame it on me that she didn't take it....
i know that she is not happy with haveing to leave me.. but i just keep thinking its only 2 more hrs away. I still have that month off to go see her.....
everytime i think or talk about this my eyes water... then i cry..
well better go i don't want to start crying in class b/c everyone now is comeing in
Now it is happing with Jersey... I know i need to let her take this job. If i don't sometime down the road she'll blame it on me that she didn't take it....
i know that she is not happy with haveing to leave me.. but i just keep thinking its only 2 more hrs away. I still have that month off to go see her.....
everytime i think or talk about this my eyes water... then i cry..
well better go i don't want to start crying in class b/c everyone now is comeing in