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Sorry for lack of updation.Okay so here's the scoop,Last Saturday I went shopping (dropped like $600 bucks) for new school clothes and other stuff..I'm gonna try to take some of the stuff I got back because they don't really look 'MK' && I barley got any stuff that portrays to her style..Like I saw this really cute shug but I stupidly passed it up..Jeesh, I'm so stupid. But I lost 8 lbs so like i went down like half a size and so every single pair of pants I tried on fit me. I was so happy, I didn't get pissed at all when stuff didn't fit-Because it did. I didn't really get alot of tee-shirts or anykind of tops, which really stresses me out. Because I don't want to be askin' for money like the second week of school.But whatever, I got really off track my fast and I gave into temptation.So yeah, Now I'm fasting for a whole week-untill school starts next Wednesday.So hopefully it will go good.I'm so sick of being tempted. I want to just hide in my room all day so I don't see any food at all..GRRRRRRR...Parton wants to lose 40 lbs come Christmas time,And I swear, If I don't atleast lose 30 I'm gonna be sooo dissapointed in myself. I can't take this body anymore. So Its fasting for a week then I'm restricting myself to 300 calories a day and I'm going to go the gym and work off 500calories every other day, so with that schedule I should lose about 15-20 lbs in like a month -give or take a few days. I want to be thinnnnnnn sooooo bad.I AM GOING TO BE THIN...I DON'T CARE WHAT I HAVE TO DO!!! I WILL REACH MY GOALS.-NOTHING FEELS AS GOOD AS THIN! WELL I will update later babah's!
Stay Strong,
-DeeBo
Stay Strong,
-DeeBo