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I haven't eaten in a whole 24 hours. My internet friends gave me lots of support threw it when i was getting really hungry. I walked rite up to the refrigerator and grasps the handles and told myself "food was not my life" "food is not my weakness" " you want to be thin,so dont give in" "hunger pains actually feel good" and right now im kinda like numb to the whole thing. I mean, I can barley feel anything.
*On another note, I finally told Morgan about my eating disorder.She was really upset and wanted me to come over or call her and talk about it..She's one of the only 2 people that know. Second is Nikki,considering I can trust her with anything. But i feel really bad about not telling the 2 people that need to know the most- Nohemi && Kim...I will when the times right i guess. I couldnt bare tell Taylor.I would feel to ashamed.
*On another note, I finally told Morgan about my eating disorder.She was really upset and wanted me to come over or call her and talk about it..She's one of the only 2 people that know. Second is Nikki,considering I can trust her with anything. But i feel really bad about not telling the 2 people that need to know the most- Nohemi && Kim...I will when the times right i guess. I couldnt bare tell Taylor.I would feel to ashamed.