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something in simons last post completely made me realise that those words of advice that you constantly hear but you let slide are sometimes true.
"and if they never encounter pain then i sincerely feel sorry for them. becuase they will never grow."
i don't just mean self esteem issues, body image issues, etc. i am talking about seeing someone you love lying in a hospital bed unable to speak to you because they physically cannot. feeling more scared than you ever have in your entire life because you have no control over anything and for once you are not crying for yourself.
and it hurts so much fucking more.
because of that pain, i'm looking past so much utter bullshit that people are completely rapped up in. i know its a bad example but if i see one more person asking for comments on myspace because they are bored i'll fucking scream.
if you are that bored then get off the computer and do something with your life. myspace, the city and getting drunk off of cheap wine when by all rights you should be at school are not what lifes about. and if that is what you think, then wait for that moment to happen. maybe then you'll realise that being at school is more important than being 14,in queen st, drunk with your so called friends talking about the most irellevant crap.
do these people have a family? do they have proper friends? is they're vocabulary completely restriced to some of the most ridiculous words i've ever heard in my life? do they honesly live to wake up in the morning and catch a bus so you can be looked at and noticed.
ugh makes me sick.
and i just completely missed my own point. so what.
"and if they never encounter pain then i sincerely feel sorry for them. becuase they will never grow."
i don't just mean self esteem issues, body image issues, etc. i am talking about seeing someone you love lying in a hospital bed unable to speak to you because they physically cannot. feeling more scared than you ever have in your entire life because you have no control over anything and for once you are not crying for yourself.
and it hurts so much fucking more.
because of that pain, i'm looking past so much utter bullshit that people are completely rapped up in. i know its a bad example but if i see one more person asking for comments on myspace because they are bored i'll fucking scream.
if you are that bored then get off the computer and do something with your life. myspace, the city and getting drunk off of cheap wine when by all rights you should be at school are not what lifes about. and if that is what you think, then wait for that moment to happen. maybe then you'll realise that being at school is more important than being 14,in queen st, drunk with your so called friends talking about the most irellevant crap.
do these people have a family? do they have proper friends? is they're vocabulary completely restriced to some of the most ridiculous words i've ever heard in my life? do they honesly live to wake up in the morning and catch a bus so you can be looked at and noticed.
ugh makes me sick.
and i just completely missed my own point. so what.