yuck
Today I returned HOME for the first time this year and think I'll stay for a few days. Since my script was oblitared by my course leader (even though all the others like it) I've had writer's block in trying to create again because I'm focusing on exceling instead of creating. I should get some space here to think without all the negativity and anger that comes often in Farnham.
Had a haircut the other day, which I'm pleased with - it's quite short and rather sauve. Karate is going well lately, I almost know my first full Kata. Christ I feel so much more positive at home. I was seriously considering leaving uni for a year and going back this time next year for the final three months so that I can spend a year developing my writing, learn to drive, improve my Karate and return to the Philippines and stay for longer. Seems mad to most people though because I'm so close to the finishing line. Don't want to get a poor grade though, I've worked so fucking hard this last year. Once I'm out of university and earning money I'll start taking photos again and maybe even buy a DSLR, certainly a scanner so you can see my world and the people that make it so special.....see what I mean about positivity and home?
Had a haircut the other day, which I'm pleased with - it's quite short and rather sauve. Karate is going well lately, I almost know my first full Kata. Christ I feel so much more positive at home. I was seriously considering leaving uni for a year and going back this time next year for the final three months so that I can spend a year developing my writing, learn to drive, improve my Karate and return to the Philippines and stay for longer. Seems mad to most people though because I'm so close to the finishing line. Don't want to get a poor grade though, I've worked so fucking hard this last year. Once I'm out of university and earning money I'll start taking photos again and maybe even buy a DSLR, certainly a scanner so you can see my world and the people that make it so special.....see what I mean about positivity and home?