Jun 07, 2008 02:58
man, redbull is GROSS. and now it's almost 3 AM and i'm awake alone. not a creature is stirring, not even a cat. i like our apartment and i like the boy and cat living here with me. and i like my friends so much. i need to think positively like this more. i'm super hungry. redbull is tearing me up.
yesterday i spent several hours not refinishing my chair or cleaning my room or putting away old things (my parents moved and i had to rid their house of my accumulated posessions) but watching home movies of my cousin sara and myself as like 6- and 7-year-olds. so cute. so loud. so just doing what feels fun and getting good excercise while we're at it. i guess i forgot but we were like sisters. it was so cute. i love our family. it is amazing.
today i started my internship with alexia thiele of autopilot art. it seems like it's going to be amazing. she has so much fabric and so many ideas, i could really use creative influence right now. and i like doing things with my hands but get lazy/distracted and don't do it enough. i probably won't really know what i'm doing but i can try really hard.
i also met a puppy at a party today. it was adorable. and i saw some dudes tearin it up on the turntables. whihc was also cool. and had some quality time with good girl friends. i have almost none. so that was refreshing.
I'm sooo hungry and so tired and feeling very much in love with the world right now. i haven't felt this way for a while. i'm excited about my future once again. i'm learning that taking risks and feeling a little uncomfortable is okay, and actually usually advances my position. sweet mother i need to go to bed or eat. goodnight