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i've been feeling really a lot better about things lately. for one, i love this time of year. but also i think i'm just really bad at adjusting to change. but that i am getting a little better. i just sort of started to freak out after whole foods ended up being a lot different than wild oats. and like, adjusting to having very very few friends kind of had a big effect on me. finally admitting it was half my fault is also hard.
i'm trying to think positively. and trying to understand myself, because i'm not so great at that for some reason. does that ever happen to anybody else? where there's an issue and you just can't decide how you feel about it?
anyway i really think facing fears is the best/only way to get over them. i have to quit being so antisocial/comfortable at home by myself. i get inside my own head, and it's retarded.
i gotta go to class. only two weeks!
i'm trying to think positively. and trying to understand myself, because i'm not so great at that for some reason. does that ever happen to anybody else? where there's an issue and you just can't decide how you feel about it?
anyway i really think facing fears is the best/only way to get over them. i have to quit being so antisocial/comfortable at home by myself. i get inside my own head, and it's retarded.
i gotta go to class. only two weeks!