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HELLLLLOOOOO
wow. this is how bored and alone i am. IM FUCKING WRITING A LIVE JOURNAL ENTRY. You know you have nothin when you break a vow to yourself never to returen to this site ever again.
But cheer up emo kids. All is not lost. Im just updating and checkin up on some lost weirdos.
So what is new in my life? Well, nothing. Im not grounded anymore but as if that makes a difference. We're not moving anytime soon and thats enough to make ya cry. Mom and dad dont hate me AS much anymore because i am gettin okay grades and im home all the time. Im saving up for my second season of crew. I have been spending most of my time babysitting. I took the kids to see Cheaper By the Dozen. It was shit. But i definatly saw some similarities with my big family. Um, my sister and brother law just left all too soon. I wish they lived closer because marybeth is the only person i can talk to as of late. I saw lord of the rings with melissa on sunday. Damn it was fine. I cried three times because it just moves you. I love it. Anthony moved in with emily. Thats crazy. Its new years eve and im home...playing donkey kong and filling up my eigth note book of this year. I dont want to be awake at midnight tonight though because thats just too depressing for words so tylenol Pm is my friend tonight. And I had an almost epiphony a couple days ago. I realized being alone and everything is really okay. I used to hate and wish i was out living a normal teenage life. But i have realized that i am not the normal teenager. And thats alright. I have been trying to concentrate soley on what makes me happy and that is writing and reading. I've filled up two notebooks just this break and i have read about 13 books. The two that stick out most in my mind are 'Ishmael' and 'Sloppy Firsts' Ishmael just makes you hate being a human and sloppy firsts makes you hate boys and want to become a trackstar. They're both lovely awesome books. ReAD them. Hmmm, i havent talked to mitch in like two weeks or something. The only peers i've talked to this whole break is melissa and sam. I love em just cuz they call me. I've got a sudden obsession with the show 'Law and Order; SVU' and Robin Williams. Haha. The things you fall in love with while being bored. I have given up the internet and in doing so i have completely isolated myself from several social rings. Its fucked up how the only way i ever talk to people is online. I really wish people called more or something. Or better yet, if they wrote letters. Anyone want to be pen pals with me? I've got one so far. I write to great aunt in law. Shes from tiny little town in england. I met her at Marybeth and iains wedding and shes one cool lady. But i think it would be just crazy to have a person in town to write letters to. Im ranting now. I really shouldnt post all this but oh well.
Dont post anythign in reply to this cuz im not going to read it. Nice catchin up with all you crazy kids!
And i just have to let you know the five best cds of the season:
Kill Bill Vol.1 Soundtrack
The Sopranos Soundtrack
Elliott Smith 'Figure Eight'
Bob Dylan Live in 1975
Joydrop 'Metasexual'
okay. im spent. Happy New years. Dont get too drunk.
wow. this is how bored and alone i am. IM FUCKING WRITING A LIVE JOURNAL ENTRY. You know you have nothin when you break a vow to yourself never to returen to this site ever again.
But cheer up emo kids. All is not lost. Im just updating and checkin up on some lost weirdos.
So what is new in my life? Well, nothing. Im not grounded anymore but as if that makes a difference. We're not moving anytime soon and thats enough to make ya cry. Mom and dad dont hate me AS much anymore because i am gettin okay grades and im home all the time. Im saving up for my second season of crew. I have been spending most of my time babysitting. I took the kids to see Cheaper By the Dozen. It was shit. But i definatly saw some similarities with my big family. Um, my sister and brother law just left all too soon. I wish they lived closer because marybeth is the only person i can talk to as of late. I saw lord of the rings with melissa on sunday. Damn it was fine. I cried three times because it just moves you. I love it. Anthony moved in with emily. Thats crazy. Its new years eve and im home...playing donkey kong and filling up my eigth note book of this year. I dont want to be awake at midnight tonight though because thats just too depressing for words so tylenol Pm is my friend tonight. And I had an almost epiphony a couple days ago. I realized being alone and everything is really okay. I used to hate and wish i was out living a normal teenage life. But i have realized that i am not the normal teenager. And thats alright. I have been trying to concentrate soley on what makes me happy and that is writing and reading. I've filled up two notebooks just this break and i have read about 13 books. The two that stick out most in my mind are 'Ishmael' and 'Sloppy Firsts' Ishmael just makes you hate being a human and sloppy firsts makes you hate boys and want to become a trackstar. They're both lovely awesome books. ReAD them. Hmmm, i havent talked to mitch in like two weeks or something. The only peers i've talked to this whole break is melissa and sam. I love em just cuz they call me. I've got a sudden obsession with the show 'Law and Order; SVU' and Robin Williams. Haha. The things you fall in love with while being bored. I have given up the internet and in doing so i have completely isolated myself from several social rings. Its fucked up how the only way i ever talk to people is online. I really wish people called more or something. Or better yet, if they wrote letters. Anyone want to be pen pals with me? I've got one so far. I write to great aunt in law. Shes from tiny little town in england. I met her at Marybeth and iains wedding and shes one cool lady. But i think it would be just crazy to have a person in town to write letters to. Im ranting now. I really shouldnt post all this but oh well.
Dont post anythign in reply to this cuz im not going to read it. Nice catchin up with all you crazy kids!
And i just have to let you know the five best cds of the season:
Kill Bill Vol.1 Soundtrack
The Sopranos Soundtrack
Elliott Smith 'Figure Eight'
Bob Dylan Live in 1975
Joydrop 'Metasexual'
okay. im spent. Happy New years. Dont get too drunk.